2.25.2008

生まれ変わる感情

Umare kawa ru kanjou -- Reborn Emotions

Umeko and Amaryllis
(and the Big Boom)


It kinda feels like Hi-Hi Puffy Ami Yumi when you speak our names. Ami = Ame (Amedeah). Yumi = Ume (Umeko). Hahahaha. XD

But that's just our in-game equivalents showing up there. Maybe soon we'll have a pic of our own. =)

...


But it's true -- what I said. For the first time in 3 years I was able to say I love you without feeling anything other than love. That's got to account for something, right?


私が暗闇ではっていた、
そののための私見つけられて、
私は正直に感謝するところでその火を再度つけ。
私は愛する。

(´・ω・`)

2.01.2008

Whozits and Whatzits Galore

Currently Playing: Kelly Clarkson - Because of You (oh noes!!!1)


Question of the day:

What do you tell a person when you want that person to leave you alone without hurting the person's feelings and keeping your friendship?


I've exhausted all my options now. Ang hirap pala talagang makipag-argue sa kapwa mo Isko/Iska. Di kayo matatapos mag-debate. Freakin' hell! @_@

When will you accept that friendship is all I can offer you? Goodness.



On a happier note, I went to my school earlier today to request for my ToR and met quite a few of my previous professors. I also got to chat with the Dean of College of Education, Dr. Lorica. Wehehehe, he remembers me :3 (not to mention my promise of writing an official letter stating my suggestions for school system improvement. C-R-A-P @___@) Most of them were disappointed to know I started working already because of financial problems that are already this deep *gestures a hand under my chin*, and they all suggested that I go back to school next June and apply for a Student Assistant position. Aside from the 50% discount on tuition fees, they say by next sem SA's will also get monthly allowances. Holy shit! If that happens, I can continue my farkin' studies and get moolah, AND play L2! (I hope there's an opening for a work-from-home Forum Moderator by that time, ahahahaha XDDD)

What really brought my spirits up is the amount of praise I received from them, encouraging me to go back to school because they actually believed in me. Well duh, it's the first time in several years that I was recognized for academic achievements. The last was like, 1st year college -- but that was before I lost my scholarship because stupid Mr. I-don't-remember-his-name (I just remembered: Clariño!!!!) gave me a 5.0 for Math17... so I guess the last time was when I got the 2nd highest score in the school for the National Elementary Assessment Test (NEAT) way back 6th grade, surpassing our second 'sabit lang ako' valedictorian, Arlene Enero. LOL. You should have seen the indignation in her mother's face when she found out. IT WAS PRICELESS. >:) Ah, memories. *sigh*

(being called the black horse of the batch was a funny thing for me then. I thought it was because of my long sun-streaked hair, like a horse's tail. AHAHAHA amp)

Stuff today got me so worked up. I'll be out full force by tonight's Raid Boss meet. LOL. >:)