For the First Time...

Currently Playing: Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore - Way Back Into Love

Okay... first off, I wanna ask if you think this shot is emo:

If you're a Blogger member, please do leave your answer as a comment to this post. If not, you can leave a message on the Chatbox to the right. The post comment is better though. I'll elaborate on my reason for asking on my next post. Thanks! ^^

For those who are curious about the pic, that's me in uniform. I took the shot today, and it's just my second time wearing it too. As for the phones, that's my 4~5-year old 6610i and a 3530 I claimed as my own. Nyahaha~ Originally it's just the retail SIM it houses, now I use it for the Pussyfierz Globe Group Messaging Network. (Naks, watta term! Haha xD)

Enough of the pic. So! For the first time since I graduated High School (that was 2003), here I am, going to school... in uniform. Quite a few people said I look kawaii~ awww. MGA BOLERO!! Sapatusin ko kayo weh. 2 inches yata to! xDD Was that Kuya Bernie or Kuya Nicco? Hmm well whoever he is, he said "Ang cute mo pala pag naka-uniform", (so it's like he implied I don't look cute otherwise? nvm) I swear I blushed the same shade of pink as his shirt! @_@ No need for retouches LOL xD

...not like I use blush on leh, make-up is just a waste of time. (–. .–) *snort*

Also I had my first quiz today~ I'm sure right now I have a minimum of 4 wrong answers already. x.x Stupid Filipino class! Terms are way too hard! Me sux @ Tagalog~ T^T

After classes I dropped by the church for a Visita Iglesia, but I was disappointed to find the parish closed. Since it was just a few blocks away, I walked to Anna's place just to check on her. It so happens she got home early, and was at the moment what-she-called "stranded" outside, due to the fact that their front door was locked. How come she didn't have a key for the damn door? Meh, I forgot to ask. Lai, care to tell me? xD

Before I forget, she remarked that my uniform shocked her, because she immediately thought I went to FEU. Here's a pic of an FEU student in uniform:

Gomen to whoever this is, I'll edit your face tomorrow to protect your identity xD

After that, I decided to pass by Daine's shop, after I got lost (in my own neighborhood! Sh*t!) and tired my poor feet out from walking approximately 2kilometers in total. HAHAHA! Pathetic. x.x ohh I asked directions from some elementary students, and they thought my uniform was cute. Haha! Now there's something that sounds more credible. (ang uniform ang cute at hindi ako! :3)

I went home, got a bit of sermon from my mother for coming home late (you call 5:50PM late?) and proceeded to taking that picture you see at the beginning of my post. Busy days. Ugh.

I'll edit this post tomorrow to sate my mom's anger. Sheesh flaring up like that even though I don't have classes tomorrow! ¬ ¬;

Ohhhhh. What a small bike you have. O.O

Currently Playing: Adam & Andrew - I Must Be Emo

LMAO @ my title. ROFLMFAO @ my song playing. WAHAHAHAHA xDD

This day was indeed busy. The busier the better right? Especially if you got to do some things you rarely do.

Aside from me enjoying another visit to the school library because of my SOCSCI2 library work (minus the 10-minutes+ I spent standing, copying stuff from a fat dictionary whose pages weighed a TON~ goodness my arms went NUMB!!), I finally got to play Audition at that new shop near the campus. My eyes got tired staring at the wide LCD screen... maybe I'm just not used to it yet. The game screen somehow gets pixelized, I have to lean back just to prevent myself from getting all teary-eyed. x.x Ahh well, never mind. Wub my pc even more~ *hugs laggy PC (^o^)*

I enjoyed my Ethics and Values classes today, and I especially liked my professors. You better believe me when I say this Back-to-School fever I have now is the best I've experienced yet. It's a real treat after a 2-year hiatus. I barely felt the transition; it's like I'm a College Freshman all over again (umm... not like it's a good good thing o.o)

It would suck though if I feel all out of place tomorrow if the entire school turns up in full uniform regalia and I remain the only one in civilian. _|¯|O


...


Before I went home, I passed by the library to get our Ethics book photocopied for my assignment, and I dropped by the shop because I remembered Jhun telling me to do so earlier today. He was teasing me into solving a Flowchart problem for a Malayan Colleges student I don't even know. LOL! Like I'd remember everything from 2 years ago noh?! Well... know what? He dropped me off at the Tricycle terminal @ Malitlit... on a.... a... scooter? @_@ arrr it's a bike, a smaller version though but not exactly a scooter. Humaygad.

I simply told him, "I am lucky to be alive." xDDD No really Jhun, thanks. You saved me 12 bucks worth of PUV fare. Next time I'll just take the jeepney home ^^;;


Ohh! As a last treat, I changed my wallpaper again! This time I found... THIS!

Ohh, is this watcha call vectors? O.O

Neat, huh? Credit goes to whoever made this. I love it. :3

This sucks big time. T^T

Currently Listening to: Noisy kids playing RAN Online PH

I know I've been neglecting my blogging "duties" ever since classes started, basically because my schedule's full and I am out of the house most of the time. This really sucks. T_T If this goes on I'll forget my birthday updates ._.

Earlier today I asked Jay on how to download NFS Carbon, but then got discouraged when I saw the download file (for the Collector's Edition) is a whopping 3.6GB. O_O No wonder the CD installer is composed of 5~6 CD-Rs (–. .–) *hmmft*

But the good thing is, I got my spirits up today because I read Hikki's blog :P I swear if she ever thinks of retirement, she'd do well with comedy. xD

Here's a link to a translated version of her blog: http://hikki.blogspot.com


Happy reading! ^o^

Happy Birthday Mei!! -- A Week-long celebration O_O

Gaaah! At last, a blog update! This week has certainly been tiring. A lot of stuff happened and most of them were unexpected too. Heaven made my 21st Birthday extra special, so it seems~ ._.

I'll have to modify the post dates to match what happened during those days. Well at least, what I remember of them. Thank you archives! x_x

So right now, I'd like to note down the food because I'm feeling a tad bit hungreee. Hahaha! On the 8th (that's a Friday), my dad brought home some stuff from Jollibee. I stayed home the entire 9th (Saturday), just chatting on YM the whole day. I even took a few pics but I'll talk about 'em later coz pictures are NOT edible, as opposed to a kid's belief in some movie I saw a few years ago. O_O

So okay, my dad didn't come home on the 9th because he had a business meeting @ teh Port (that is not a typo), but he did come home on the 10th (Sunday) with my requested KFC bucket. =9 We went to church early that day and later ate at Jollibee. Weh, it's the closest fast food from church and I was aching to treat myself for the first time in months. I missed Palabok. :3 Ohh! I also tried their New Jolly Frost Blends, I ordered teh Chocolate Jelly since I figured Strawberry would be way too sweet, and I'm not a fan of Mocha ice cream. I missed eating cold stuff. Weee! It's almost a week since then and my throat hasn't reacted yet. Goodbye toncilitis! See you next season~ *evil grin*

Chocolate. :P~

On the 11th (Monday), dad left around 10AM, saying he has paperwork to deliver to the office. since it was a holiday, I stayed home idling away the whole afternoon (haha ok so I was chatting xD), and he came home with some food from Wendy's. Huwaaaaaah! I told WIL "baka tumaba ako pag laging ganito T_T", it felt like they were still celebrating my birthday till I started school the next day. LOL.

The rest of the week passed and I ate normal, lutong bahay food. My last visit to the school (that was Wednesday the 13th hahaha) was probably the longest day of my life @ 21. Aside from a few mishaps at home (goodness, my mom didn't answer that call from 7777!), Daenee, my new friend at school, got pissed off by some freshie jerks @ Kenji's, a shop near campus. LOL. Aside from that, I woke up early to go to school before 8:30 for my class. The room was TBA so I had to wait for our Dean to announce the room assignments. I'll talk more about this in a separate post.

(I always thought it was cute that other people really do think I'm younger than I really am, but having the WHOLE CAMPUS think I'm still a teen is just outrageous! *blinks*)

So yeah, I guess being a transferee isn't half bad. Mukha akong freshie eh. xDD Oh and yah, that day, I ate a Buco Pandan Pearly Shake (this is the exact color of the flavoring powder, haha) at a stall next to the shop Daenee and I frequent. I also met Ghen. She bought the Double Dutch flavor and found it "too sweet". Girl, you can never expect a 15-Peso shake to taste the same as a Premium Ice Cream. @_@

One last thing, Daenee is also an Audition player. Her IGN is daeneedowny and we got to know each other because of that shop we met in. xD Naturally our immediate (but temporary?) loyalty is to this shop, but there's this new shop that opened next to that shop Daenee and I go to. The sad thing is, there's no Internet yet -_- the PCs looked good, and no lag or hanging at all. We just watched the guys play DotA. I'm bored of it. @_@

Next week their 15/hour promo will end. So unfair! T~T Hmmft. I'll just havta practice a bit more to get the hang of an unfamiliar keyboard. Curse that shop if their wares suck big time. I'll ask for a refund xDD

What the heck am I saying here? @_@

*sigh* Before I get even more sidetracked, I'll close this post na. The next updates will have their dates adjusted so you'll probably have to scroll down to read them. I'll just edit this post to include direct links. :3 Have fun at the Toy-Con and MEW's birthday @ Gateway! Belated sis! ^^

Disastrous Encounters with the Unknown Kind

Currently Playing: Mika Nakashima - Sakurairo Maukoro

(This post was made on May 30, 2007 and published on June 7, 2007 due to technical difficulties. In other words, I lost my internet connection! O_O)


PART 1: On the roll to school x_o
We finally went back to Promed Medical & Diagnostic Clinic to finish up my medical examination. Humaygad, it's been a month!? Hahaha, I first went there on the afternoon of April 27, a day before Dom1nation. LOL. If I hadn't remembered my friends asking me when my enrollment was, I would've completely forgotten about it.

Transferee enrollment is scheduled on June 4, 2007. I really do hope I celebrate my birthday before the start of classes. I don't want to go treating people on the first week of school. Give me and my wallet a break! *sigh*


PART 2: Good Faith ¬_¬
I received word yesterday that ANN's Audition account got hacked. All her items were deleted. Hahaha~! That's karma dear. Felt so nice to finally see some "divine intervention" at work.ü (LOL I am EBUULLLL~!) So that's that. Serves you right... :3

This morning Raven told me Ann asked him for help with her account, I guess contacting recovery and all that sh*t. Nyek. ^^; Later this afternoon, I got a GM from EDZ' #, turns out it was ANN.

ANN (using EDZ' #) (4.54PM)
Pussyfierann

guyx any1 na mkakapg xend xken ng ep kard plx i nid it n0w para mkuwa ko ang member id ko pg nkuwa ku un mpapalitan ko n paxword ko :c plx any1? Papalitan ko nlng pm c edz tq

gm

Hahaha. First message sent with a bit of sense ?_? yah so, LOL. I ignored it.

Several minutes later, EYA sent a GM practically begging people to help ANN. Di ko naman matiis ang pinsan ko. She was making a complete fool of herself. I couldn't stand it.

(EYA: naman oh, kung malapit lang ako sa bilihan!)

Tsk...

WARNING: You are about to witness an act so shocking your stomach might contract and expel all its contents. Do not do this at home. Parental guidance is advised.

AHAHAHA. xDD

MEI (5.44PM)
Card code: ##########
pin: ########
security code: #######
wag mo sbhin kanino galing. Hay naku inzan d q maintindhan bkit tinu2lungan m p un

EYA was obviously shocked, but she thanked me profusely anyway. She asked me the value of the EP card... To tell you honestly, this card came free when the G-Cash girl who rode with us on the Metropolis shuttle registered my Globe number for G-Cash. Remember the E-Games Dom1nation Event? Yup, that's where I got it. So it somehow had sentimental value. But enough of that...

What remains of the card...

MEI (5.52PM)
20 lang un inzan. Spare ep card q, nkuha ko nung domi pa. D p tlga aq nkkbli ng ep card mag 2mos na, wla tlga q bdget hahahay.. Pg lmg tlga umulit p c bruha..

"ntatz" (na-touch) daw si inzan. lol

MEI (6PM)
Lul naawa lng aq s pnaggagawa m, mtap0s k nya murahin at mliitin kaw p 2mulong mgmkaawa sows.. Dmayan nlng kta at least d lng ikaw ang mgmukhang tanga lol xD

And I must admit what I did made me feel stupid.
After that pathetic excuse for a human made fun of almost all PF members and even went as low as badmouthing a number of us..
I still had the heart to help. =/

Even I surprise myself sometimes. o.O

EYA
yehey.. mhal mu tlgahq insan huhu naiiyak ahq tuloy geh geh ., 4 better 4 w0rst , insan tlgah kta 4 life huhuhu.. yan mu xa, f dun xa mzaya weh,, at least nkatul0ng tau, whaaaa pnaiyak mohq! bad!

MEI (6.11PM)
Hahahaha gaga amf xD lika nga d2 bruha! Hug nlng kta whaha *hugz* mga dakilang tanga hahaz @.@

I couldn't resist sharing my stupid moment with someone else so I thought of sending Lolo Raven a message. I do remember what he told me earlier today. :P (bleh!)

ANN (using EDZ' #) (6.31PM)
Ow em je

eya tq tlga :c mavx tq pu huhu npalitan ku na pas ku huhuhu

pakyu xa ng hak ahaha ibblik daw den itemx ku ok lng kht dna ung ep :c bxta hapi haha
gm ni annhappy

EDZ (6.40PM)
PfEDZ

guys thanks sa mga 2mul0ng kay ann you really impressed me eya and mav napaka laking issue talaga ng ngyari pf tayo guys hndi tyo bsta bstang player lang were family ü thankyou again
gm

As soon as I finished reading Ann's and Edz' messages (including Eya's GM saying how she was touched by what I did, damn you girl pakyu ka rin! Labyu mwah xD), I reminded her that she must not tell anyone else about what I did.

EYA (7.11PM)
bzta lam nten za self nten n mbaet kah wahehehe,! waaah lamun nah ykaw uhmmmm.. kata2poz qu lng, gravih ka natatz tlgahq sau..

Yeah well that's my cousin for you. TxtSpeak. Goodness gracious. x_o


Tonight, around 9PM, Eya told me XYN still loves ANN, according to the latter's GM. He got a bot program (?_?) to help ANN earn den from BP and get Indefinite Hair for her. =_=

I told Eya, in a last, exasperated attempt, to tell bunso "ingat" from me. No need for replies.

I've been hurt by all this way too much...

One last look... Bye bye card. T~T

I really am quitting PF when the Change Nick item comes out. ~_~

Waiiiiiiiiii~! @_@ -- A short update.

Currently Playing: Paris Hilton - Nothing In This World

I can't help it. I have to post it here, and now. x_o (damn song! Made me hyper! @_@)

Jonas [teh 2nd guy] just told me he had feelings for me. Arrrrr! *presses nose reeeeeaal tight* okay so yeah this is real. T_T *whine whine whine*

But... what is this he said?

Why him? x_o

Bez, bakit nasali ka dito, waaah! O___O

Ahem... so anyway...


Jonas, it's flattering that you shared your history with me, I mean, having a girlfriend of 5 years and 8 months... wow. And I'm only the second person you fell for? Err. Am I really worth giving that much attention to? *speechless*

We don't know why he feels this way. LOL.

Napakawalang kwentang tao ko nga eh. -_- I don't feel I deserve this... but as I said, okay we can give it a chance, but that's only if you can wait. *bites lip*

Yes. That's me, playing innocent. Ignorance is bliss. =_=

You even went through the trouble of using your friend like a human shield. LOL! But honestly, I have no idea why you did. @_@ Now that I think about it, you saw me on Friendster and it just struck you like that? @_@ Weh... never mind. You can never get a decent answer to the question from someone who feels it for real. Right? x_o

Poor UDD! @_@

The real question is...

...can I really give other people in general a chance?

Only time can really tell.....


Andito na ko eh... might as well just take life as it comes. ^_^


Hays bez. As I predicted, nagsalita na yung pangalawa... Yung pangatlo kaya? Humaygad. :|



Big, heavy edit: I just read the forums today, after 2 days. Congratulations to the Street Beat Crew for their first competition! *throws confetti* ^_^ According to teh puppy wala daw nagkalat, so I guess that's good XD

Gumana good luck kiss ko? NYAHAHAHHA kafal talaga amf. =3

In addition to that, today is momi SAI and dada LOU's monthsary. Labyu puh~ :-*

My 3 days worth of news -- A Pathetic Excuse. x_o

Currently Playing: My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

Goodness. Am I bitter? No No No! Hahahah xDD (@____@)


Part 1: Boyfriends & Marriage
A few days ago (I'm imagining it's either Monday or Tuesday) my friends and clubmates seemed to collaborate and talk to me about the same topic. They want me to have a boyfriend. F*ck! @.@

So there was my dada LOU saying "sayang ka anak, dapat may boyfriend ka na ngayon xD" and I never got my answer when I was asking WHY he said that.

Then there was my son DAR saying "mami you want ihanap kita ng boyfriend?" so I was like, "talaga anak, ihahanap mo si momi ng bf?", so he said "yung kuya ko na lang mababantayan ko yun".... @_@" I don't think I'm ready for blind dates. x_o

I remember ASI asking me out to watch Pirates of the Carribean, DC1 saying he'll treat me out one of these days, and DEP saying I was a miserable, loveless girl. Arrr. Off-topic but still worth noting... Pag-uuntugin ko kayong dalawa someday, ASI and DEP. T_T

SIS Romi dearest, you promised that ha. Wag mo din sana kalimutan yung mga utang mong FM. 8k ha, 100~120. (nyahahaha~! ^____^)

As if that wasn't enough, lolo ravenadik sent me a message that same day, and I told him I was rather frustrated by how my friends were acting. Turns out talking to him didn't help. Worse, he asked if I have chosen yet. T_T On another day I told him how annoyed I am that my resources weren't enough to buy me my new indef set in Audi (total: 804 EP T_T), and he said this: "haha kasi mag-asawa ka na, ehem haha" O_O

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?! @____@

I'm too young to die T_T este, get married x_o I haven't even finished my studies yet wah! Lolo, I know I gave you a decent enough answer when you asked if you still had a chance with me, but that doesn't mean... Errr, it doesn't imply that I'm okay with the idea of the M word. T_T

At the end of the day, at least my momi SAI said something good, and it is by far the most sensible thing I heard that day...

"Just choose wisely anak, sundin mo ang puso mo ^.^"

Thanks momi... *hug*

And aside from that, bezzy told me if he won the E-games-Smart Promo and he gets the Grand Prize of 100,000 E-points, he'll buy me that set I want.

It's always the thought that counts. Tq bez, mwah! :3


Speaking of which, just yesterday my pinsang tugeng EYA told me these two things, and they have stuck. @_@

• "Bakit kasi pinili mo yung tuta kesa sa bf wahahaha"
• "Bakit kasi di mo na lang gawing bf mo yung tuta!? XD"

Hahanap ka na nga lang ng boyfriend, yung bestfriend ko pa pipiliin mo. Grrrawr~! Hihirit pa eh! X3


Part 2: P4's 100 days
Late last night, I greeted Arlie, Neil and James because today (May 26, 2007) is our 100th day together... well, almost. Neil is almost always on SMS @ YM, and Arlie is busy with studies now. Pretty soon I'll follow suit, and hopefully my puppy does the same.

It's been 100 days since this picture was taken.

[February 16, 2007]

Pasaway4...

There's a part of me that wishes we could go back to how we once were, but there's also a part of me that says things are better now than they were before.

Just keep in touch minna-san. ^x^

And it's Street Beat Crew's big day today. DRE posted (more like spammed x_o) Friendster bulletins, asking support for their group. I think they're joining a competition today.

Jy guys~ :D


Part 3: The Over(?)protective sister
2 nights ago (May 24, 2007) I received word that XYN and ANN actually hooked up. I was shocked... no, devastated by the news. x_o Right then and there I sent Kix a message saying I'm feeling faint, and that I am going to quit PF before I start any major fights in the club.

Earlier today at around 2AM Ann messaged me. This is how our conversation went.

ann: mei anong ginawa ko sau bat anxama mu +,+

mei: ano ginawa ko sau >_> (la unli)

ann: ixipin mo

mei: be specific, anu un?

ann: nvm ü hay para xyn to nhhrapan xa kami kxe ayaw nyu xken para xknya +,+ whew

mei: ah alam mo na pala. naging witness lng nmn ako sa mga nangyari in the past. simply put ayokong maranasan un ni xyn. kanino mo nlaman?

ann: mdaming may ayaw c ate mei magqquit dpt dhl tau. pls mhalaga kpatid q. kya ngddalawang icp aq-magqquit pa

She forwarded a message XYN sent her about me quitting the club because of.. them. x_o I talked to XYN about it.. He explained that he was getting annoyed because she was texting him until 2AM and he was tired from his workshop. Imagine having a girlfriend like that. =_=

ann: mhal ko c xyn inwan q lhat pra xknya +,+ u cnt juxt xay n mxma aq dhl lng xa gnwa ko tao dn ako ngmmahal +,+ wag mu n xa pglan mei ngmmkaawa aku +,+ mmatay nko xa xakit gxto ko xumbog +,+ mawa ka :c minxan lng ako mgmhal wg mu nmn aq xaktan +,+

Momi SAI's words still ring in my ears (kahit txt lng sya coz i read them aloud)... she said "basta nya na nga lang iniwan si ahm e!" Take note may exclamation point talaga yun.

mei: haha =.= ask kiko, i nvr drectly sed u wer BAD. at d lng aq ang pumigil s knya. u think by talkin 2 me ok na kau? look around u ann. d lng aq ang ngsbi n2

ann: alam q lhat kau mxama tingin xakin xbgay @.@ pero 2 lng mhal ko xa mhal ko +,+ kng iiwan nya ko pra xa inyo wla ko mggwa xbgay xanay nkoü
ann: brainwaxh nyu xa my god alam nyang mhal ko xa pro npalitan un ng xulxol nyo :c whew grbe anung lban ku bkt xa pa waa pagod nko +,+

It's a good thing she knows(?) what I think but it's a bad thing that she makes me, KIX and SAI look like we're the ones at fault. We just want no harm to come to our friend XYN. And knowing ANN like we do, there's no telling just how much damage she can do.

mei: mhirap pniwalaan kht galing pa sau. lam m un ?_? nuf said. kinausap q c kiko dti pro d aq ang ngpayo. dhil nnhimik aq at cnbi q lng n mwwla nlng aq. anong sulsol q dun? ang tanging usap n gnwa nmin is nung pnipilit nyang quit n rn xa pg quit aq. so go ahead, blame me 4 dt if it mkes u fil beter

ann: no d kta xinxixi ü mhal nya ko np2nyan ku un xguro nga d lng tlga kmi pero ggwin ko lht kya lng max nkuha nyo n xa ayox lng he'x xafe wd u guyx ü

mei: prangkhin n kta. bdshot k n sken s mga gm m p lng, kitang kita pgkaflirt m, and kng d m p alam kpatid q dn c ahm. and i tke my family hir seriously. by doin watevr i did i tried to protct my youngr brothr. kng nsaktan mo xa ngaun, wla un cmpard s pain pg ngbreak na at wla ng balikan. same w/ u.

ann: haha flirt @.@ wahaha ü dmu nga ko kilala hunuhuxgahan mu ung nbbxa mu lng bka palinixan tau max malinix pako xau mhal ko c xyn at kng mxaxaktan man xa d un dhl xakin dhl un xa mga taong ayaw umamin ü

mei: kng may gs2 ka pa2nayan n maling pgkkakilala nmin sau, u wil hv 2 work for it. kng ayaw m, ok lng dn..d q kwalan. i recomend u talk to kix & sai.

This is a post edit. As of 7PM tonight ANN has erased our numbers from her phonebook. That's me (MEI), KIX, SAI and XYN. What a joke. And after she denied being a flirt, she said THIS to KIX: "Kala ko kaibigan ka :) ayoko na hayaan moko mg move on kht flirt ako marunong ako magmahal ng kaibigan tq" So.... LOL?

ann: ok ate mei alam ko mhal nyu lng xla xbgay my point kau madami nko nxktan +,+ ya pg hhrapan ko para lng d xa mwala i xwear to u ate sai kix ate mei dko xaxktan c xyn +_+ xna bgyan nyu dn ako ng chance n mp2nyan un xainyo +,+ im xori kung ngng mxama ako

gm para xainyong apat +,+ gud day

mei: anung knalaman ng palinisan d2? kelan aq ngmalinis sau? o.O oo d nga kta lubusang kilala, ano b s plgay m reason bkt p q nkkpag usap sau ngaun? isip2 ann.. im being honest w/ u. privilege mo un. d k b sanay n tinatapat ka? haay. =.= tingnan nlng ntin in d nxt few days. bhla na..

ann: no ur xaying im a flirt no im not funny prxon lng aq gxto ko mgptwa ng mgptwa un lng im not xaying n madumi ofcorx not gxto ko lng lnawin +,+

mei: ok, if u say so. nlinaw m n. & mlinaw n dn cguro sau wat kind of imprexn u mke? add m p dun ang npkpatok n topic n pgpplit ng bf like u change clothes. may rough idea k n cgro by now x_o ..d lht ng tao preho mg icp kc kng gnun wla n sna ng-aaway. slip n q..

ann: un ang way ko pra tkpan ung pain ü ok sliptyt tq n dn ü

Later in the morning I messaged momi SAI and forwarded these messages to her. And after telling them both (SAI & XYN) about ANN asking EYA if KIX felt something for XYN, I think that's when he blew a fuse and broke up with her.

Ann... di ka talaga mapagsabihan. Here is what I can conclude about it, and I quote my YM archive (this is after she erased our numbers from her phonebook):

I understand, if thats what you want. Diba ganyan ka gumamot ng sugat sa puso? Then go ahead. Ang sakin lang, nasabi ko na sayo kung anong meron sa isip ko. Nasa sayo na kung magpapatuloy ka sa ginagawa mo. Buhay mo rin naman ang kinokontrol mo diba? Hekhek.

Change "kinokontrol" to sinisira. ^x^ Here's WIL quoting me.

pussyfierWIL: pussyfierMEI: si eya din mismo sinabi saken 2 days ago, si ann di talaga mapagsabihan
pussyfierWIL: SO TRUE

Haha. And here's my final diagnosis on the whole thing. XD

Sa laki nyang yun she should know what's right, she's just in DENIAL.

Now, there is a world of difference between being misguided and being IN DENIAL.

Pag misguided ang tao, may certain amount of effort lang na required para maituwid ang mga paniniwala nya.

Kung in denial sya, kahit anong klaseng pangaral ang gawin mo dyan, magpakabrutal ka, magpakamartyr ka, manermon ka murahin mo sya, gagawin at gagawin nya pa rin kung ano ang gusto nya.

ANN is IN DENIAL ~_~

She needs psychological help. Nuff said.

And before I forget, CDSLHAI Elections tomorrow! Vote Straight CEPAG Party!! Hahahaha~!! xDD

PMJ, thanks for calling me last night. Got my mind off things for an hour at least. x_o

What went wrong?

May 19, 2007 was supposed to mark a grand event for both Club Exoduz and the Pussyfierz Club. But something went wrong along the way.

I'm posting this just to remind me how I felt last night, which can be described in two words: Royally Pissed.

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): Hays.

Xyn: Batet po?
Wil: Damn I miss YM.

Mei (to Xyn): Di mo ba alam kung anong nangyari sa EB?
Mei (to Wil): I want to die =.=

Xyn: Change venue daw. Ano bang nangyari? +,+
Wil: Doushita?

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): EB f*cked up. May tao na sa JP resort pagdating nila. I DON'T KNOW PANO NAGKAGANUN. Amf*tah

Xyn: Waah +,+ bat ganun? Di ba sila nagbayad?

Mei (to Xyn): Kaya nga naningil a week before para may pang-downpayment e. Nabuo naman daw yung 4K na bayad kaya DI KO MAINTINDIHAN BAKIT NAGKAGANITO.

I only found out today from pussyfierVOX that it was the resort staff's fault they had to change the venue.

Mukhang pera amf*tah~

LET THIS SERVE AS A WARNING TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOG POST. Malas nyo na lang pag may nagbayad nang mas malaki sa offer nyo, dahil mukhang pera ang management ng resort na ito.

Walang kwentang magpa-reserve 2 weeks before your outing, dahil pag naoffer-an sila ng mas malaking halaga, sorry na lang kayo.

And don't dare snap at me and say "Business is business" because the reservation you make is PART OF THEIR BUSINESS CONTRACT. This is very unbecoming behavior for a supposedly well-known resort. Nasasayang ang ganda ng place nila, bulok kasi ang staff. Ayiiii~

Remember the name. JP Resort, Pansol, Laguna. Gusto nyo ng map? Heto:
For more inquiries, call (049) 873-1426, look for Marivick or Maricor, tapos tanungin nyo kung anong nangyari sa May 19, 2007 Overnight Swimming reservation ni Ms. KC Gonzales. I-remind nyong inabot sila ng 9PM sa labas ng nasabing resort kakahintay. ~_~

Let's get back to my rant.


Continuation:

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): Grr! Nasa ibang resort na sila, past 10 na sila nakarating dun. Di pa sila kumain. Badtrip talaga tang!na

Wil: Man. Major bummer. Disappointing but, wala tayo magagawa. Take it easy Mei. Breathe.

Mei: I'm breathing. Naligo pa nga ako e. Pagkatapos nun and I read na di pa sila kumakain, uminit ulit ulo ko e. 'Twas supposed to be just a shower but I wet my hair anyway, pagkabasa ko nun, yung tubig na bumaba sa body ko ang init. Grabe talaga tong araw na to. @#?&+$~!

Wil: Whoa. @_@ calm down MEI. It's okay, you can talk to me about anything. Let it out of your system.*

Mei: Hays. Andaming nagpainit ng ulo ko ngayon.. First of course dahil di ako kasama, tapos almost non-stop assist pa rin ako sa nag-EB.. Nung nabalitaan kong may prob sa resort and I asked for details, wala ni isa sa mga organizers ang nakasagot saken, di naman lahat sila busy.. It happened again and again, me asking, no one answering. Nakaka-frustrate kaya maghintay ng sagot. Tapos past 9, past 10 di pa sila kumakain, pero yung grupo ni Raven nakakain na? Ampucha! Pano yung iba? Nagtiis hanggang makarating ng resort! Tapos tong si ASI anlakas ng loob sabihing disappointed at di na mag-eenjoy dahil di naman pala ako kasama, wtf? Ano yun, his existence depends on me or sumfin? Ansarap pagmumurahin ng mga tao ngayon.. Kala nila sila lang ang aburido. Pano akong nag-coordinator, isa ako sa mga napahiya no! F*ckfest talaga!

Wil: First, dapat sabay sabay kumain. (Oh sh*t nakita ko si bi.rain, damn I miss my hair) Second, who searched for the new resort? Third, ASI said that maybe coz he feels you're the one to keep him company. Or he doesn't "feel" anyone else. Or, he? Or she? Likes you. Gomen, no idea who ASI is..

Mei: NagGM si Raven saying nakakabanas ang gabing to. I replied "..." he never reacted. Second, di ko alam who exactly went looking for another resort. DI NILA AKO SINAGOT NUNG NAGTANONG AKO. Third, ASI is a guy. And kasama nya si BOS, tropa nya, and ZIA, a friend applying for PF.

Wil: Bakit di ka nila kinakausap? Oh, never mind ASI then. LOL

Mei: I DON'T F*CKIN KNOW! Badtrip you ask them questions and they don't answer you AT ALL!

Wil: Easy Mei. =] waratte. =D

Mei: I felt stupid, like they're treating me like a kid and the stuff I ask like it's taboo, may karapatan naman ako malaman ang nangyari dahil isa ako sa nag-help mag-organize!

Wil: Mei, you're scaring me. +.+ I insist you sleep right now.. Or scream, or throw a tantrum. Anything to cool you down..

Mei: I want to throw a tantrum at Raven for making me feel stupid but he won't react. I want to scream but can't, my parents WILL hear me. F*ck.. Grr! Sorry WIL, you had to read these stuff from me. Sabi mo kasi ilabas ko eh, so I did. I didn't mean to scare you.. =.="

Wil: AHAHAHA. Geez, no need for that. It's okay. I'm doing my best to help you. I'm sorry it's not working out..swt Go to sleep Mei. Ang puso mo remember.. +.+

Mei: Yeah.. Thanks for reminding. Pinakirot mo weh, nalimutan ko na nga eh, wala na sa isip ko to kanina dahil nag-aalala ako sa mga kasama nating nalipasan ng gutom.. Andami na-disappoint I'm sure.. I'll go tell Raven sleep na ko.. Baka naman di pa rin mag-react.. Pif. My heart says thank you for the concern. Nanikip sya bigla. *sweatdrop* Nyt nyt.ü

* differs from the original message, I deleted it on instinct -_-

I would've done just fine even after people seemed to keep me from knowing what was going on, but what ASI shot at me was the last straw.

We, more specifically I, am NOT obligated to attend the EB.

It is not MY fault if I wasn't given permission to go.

Lastly, you DO NOT have the right to say you are disappointed just because I wasn't there and that you won't enjoy the night anymore. We're not even that close yet.

Keep it in mind na HINDI LANG KAYO ANG NAABALA. Isipin nyo na lang, isa ako sa kahit paano ay nahihiya sa kinalabasan ng ilang linggong pagpaplano. Sa tinagal tagal naming nagtulong tulong para sa EB na to, hindi ko inasahan ang mga sumunod na pangyayari.

I hope they remember me and that I am STILL waiting for an explanation.

P.S.
Someone claiming to be pussyfierJEN's cousin sent a group message yesterday, saying she passed away. I keep thinking this is another hoax.

... or is it real?

No one knows. Yet.

What a f*cked up day it was.


Here ends my rant. Thank you and f*ck off.