Overthinking

I discovered that I’d been kicked out of our Discord server. Dunno how to react. Would it be right to feel hurt? Relieved?

It’s a step in the direction I want — the direction we need — and yet it still hurts.

Why does it hurt?

I don’t want to think about it, yet my mind refuses to stop. It’s filled with thoughts I know I should filter, everything I want but can’t say just pouring out.

Does love die a natural death? Google says no.

But one reason stood out to me and made sense: weariness.

Love can die of exhaustion when people stop trying or stop communicating.

Maybe I should just keep these thoughts to myself. I'll fondly wake up and go to sleep thinking of you.