3.02.2006

The What's Your Signature Weapon Test

It happens to be my favorite pistol in CS! ^_^


Desert Eagle
You preferred a weapon with 29% power over speed and 61% range over melee.
You use a Desert Eagle.

One of the most powerful handguns in production, the Desert Eagle is a heavy punch in a small package. Its reliability and speed are remarkable for a gun with such high caliber. Your enemies won't stand a chance as you fell them bullet by bullet.

3.01.2006

What D&D character are you?

My first post after a month and I couldn't think of what to say! LOL okay, so here's a quiz from my brother's blog:

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I Am A: Neutral Good Half-Elf Ranger Cleric


Alignment:
Neutral Good characters believe in the power of good above all else. They will work to make the world a better place, and will do whatever is necessary to bring that about, whether it goes for or against whatever is considered 'normal'.


Race:
Half-Elves are a cross between a human and an elf. They are smaller, like their elven ancestors, but have a much shorter lifespan. They are sometimes looked down upon as half-breeds, but this is rare. They have both the curious drive of humans and the patience of elves.


Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.


Secondary Class:
Clerics are the voices of their God/desses on Earth. They perform the work of their deity, but this doesn't mean that they preach to a congregation all their lives. If their deity needs something done, they will do it, and can call upon that deity's power to accomplish their goals.


Deity:
Mielikki is the Neutral Good goddess of the forest and autumn. She is also known as the Lady of the Forest, and is the Patron of Rangers. Her followers are devoted to nature, and believe in the positive and outreaching elements of it. They use light armor, and a variety of weapons suitable for hunting, which they are quite skilled at. Mielikki's symbol is a unicorn head.


Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail)

Detailed Results:
Law & Chaos:
Law ----- XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Chaos --- XXXXXXXX (8)

Good & Evil:
Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (21)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXX (9)
Evil ---- (-1)

Race:
Human ---- XX (2)
Half-Elf - XXXXXXXX (8)
Elf ------ XXXXX (5)
Halfling - (-1)
Dwarf ---- (-2)
Half-Orc - (0)
Gnome ---- XXXXXX (6)

Class:
Fighter - (-3)
Ranger -- XXXXXXXX (8)
Paladin - XX (2)
Cleric -- XXXXX (5)
Mage ---- XXX (3)
Druid --- XXX (3)
Thief --- (-1)
Bard ---- XXXXX (5)
Monk ---- XXX (3)

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that was a fun blog quiz. :lmao:

2.02.2006

False alarm!

I just wanna post today to say that I've been such a traumatic, paranoid, lil' kitty for too long. What was that again? "Walking on eggshells"? O.o damn those eggshells I really should start stomping on them! >.<

Well.. false alarm. I didn't lose after all. YaY!

*hugs her kitty stuff toys and hums to herself~*

2.01.2006

I was honest to a fault...

People say I'm special.
They say I'm different.
I have traits that put me in my own league.
That I am one of a kind.
I wonder how many of those people truly meant it...
Or just said it to make me feel good for them and myself.

At one point, I knew that the truth hurts. But when it comes down to it, I never really thought why. So I guess this was the reason... If you're honest to a fault, it's a make-or-break moment. You either win all or lose all.


Unfortunately, I feel like I just lost all.

Can I press the "Reset" button and choose "Continue Game"?

1.27.2006

i miss...

my bed.
my teddy bear, Lei.
my goldfish, Goldie.
my dog, Chopper. (who almost chopped my hand)
my friends in the neighborhood.
my christmas gifts. (never went to godparents)
my fireworks.
my elf.
my guildmates.
my allies.
him.
and him.

I feel so crappy it confuses me. I find myself wondering why the hell am I thinking like this... weird. Just weird.

My world... spinnin' round and round... Did I miss a beat?

This is definitely one of the worst moments of my blogging life. If not the worst. It's so bad, I can't find the words to explain it! CRAP! >.<

1.11.2006

Time passes so quickly before you realize it.

And when you lose track of time, you can't help but be left behind.
When you're left behind, you tend to think back.
Think of past mistakes... Wallow in your thoughts and regret.
... and end up never advancing at all.
That's where I am now.
Lost in time.
And there are too many doors of opportunity (and misfortune) for me to choose from.

It's too bad I wasn't able to update this blog around say... January 1 or 2. I sure would've been able to put a happy post. But now that I lost my New Year cheers (and of course, not as much customers as I had this past holiday), I have enough time to cook up something *good* to start my new year as a neko blogger.

Here's a list of stuff I wanna do this year: (these are not resolutions, coz I'm not one to follow my resolutions, it's just stupid)
1. apply for a non-pro license
2. go on a serious diet (WTF?)
3. go back to school
4. beg my parents to apply for Smart WiFi or PLDT myDSL
5. try playing Guild Wars (if I ever get a CD installer, that is)
6. try playing RF Online (same as above)
7. train my tongue to get less twisted when speaking my other languages... say, straight English? =.=
8. buy new clothes
9. in relation to 8, learn how to carry a skirt. even a long one. just for a friggin' day. without kickin' butt!! XD
10. eat my brother Tuna alive. WHAT? I'm a cat. Sue me. >:D
11. kill **** /gg
12. get a life, for me and my brother Tuna (know anyone selling? tax free and all amenities paid for? O_o)
13. maybe find my sanity and stop playing innocent

Errr... That's a friggin bad number. Lemme add something later... If I can think of one. X_x

Anyway for those people who frequent my blog and watch my exploits written down not-so-neatly, thanks. I appreciate the concern. Thanks to a few gracious people my daddy pays to talk to me (well my cellphone number IS postpaid, so he pays the bills, hahaha!), I was able to get through the rough holidays partly still sane. It really works wonders... This voice chat thing. *worship Y!M OMG!* XD

Oh yeah, I remembered this! Another one for the list!14. find my student permit first before i do #2

Wahahaha! XD

About the post title... Hmm. I'm in too good a mood to start blabbering about it. Lemme savor this moment of bliss for a few more hours... ^_^;

(this post was created january 5, i just got too busy to log back in and actually post it. T_T)

12.25.2005

Christmas Cheers, Christmas Tears

Merry Christmas to everyone! Partially merry for me. Still not done untangling the knots in my life and then here comes more. Such a pity for a cute kitten like me to witness the harsh realities of life at such a tender age of 3.1 (cat) years. =.= Anyway, I got cut off yesterday coz the shop was chock full of people. Only got full control of my PC again yesterday, 11pm. You think I was still in the mood to blog? Heck, NO. There was a good reason, but I dunno if it's good only to me. It was Christmas eve, and my heart was still filled with nothing but sorrow. How low is that? =.=

Anyway... many would think: Why would my heart be filled with nothing but sorrow? I was known for being the jolly, happy-go-lucky life of the group. I had all the basic necessities of life. I was always happy. But... *sigh* Well, aside from the sad news of my brother's mom passing away, there was something else I found on the verge of death. Lo and behold... It was the ties that bond me and my beloved.

Of course, I wouldn't have acknowledged it if someone wasn't there to make me see it under a brighter light. In this case, there were two people. And two people who were very close to me. One was my brother. The other, a rather dangerous fork on my road, was a friend I have only recently known.

It was just like what my brother said... I'm feeling the way he did a few months ago. And that's when I started to see the things I refused to see, or even missed, during the times I chose to be innocent and live a simple life.

How was I supposed to know I was destined to live a life far more cruel than what I imagined..? T_T

It's Christmas alright... But I just can't see a reason for me to celebrate. *sigh*

12.24.2005

O_o?

Hmm.. Last update was October 1. O_o err... the excuse "I was busy" still applies. XD To my dear imouto Raine... I'm so sorry. I'll send you new EiC stuff to make up for 2 months of not updating my blog. XD

As for news, I'm still a kitten! When will I ever grow up?? <_< *dry smirk* seriously, I've been one heck of a busy kitten these past 2 months, I barely had time to tidy myself up. =.= It was the same thing with my bro, but he had the privilege of accessing the Net for free due to to the nature of his job. THE WORLD IS SO UNFAIR! T_T

The reason I can update my stinkin' blog now is because someone else is paying my Net time for me. He's playing GB beside me. How charitable! *evil cackle* And I have a very good reason to update my blog, coz something *finally!* happened in my boring 1st out of 9 lives.

Something I've wished for in... *counts with her paws* 5 months finally happened. The catch though, it didn't turn out as i expected. I finally found someone who can adopt me, but I'm too chicken to let him any closer. You get my point? Already?? Good. Coz I don't think I have the heart to expalin any further. XD

As with other news, me and my girl friends got to chat for a while on Y!M.

Whoops, brb. Update again later. X_x