Disastrous Encounters with the Unknown Kind

Currently Playing: Mika Nakashima - Sakurairo Maukoro

(This post was made on May 30, 2007 and published on June 7, 2007 due to technical difficulties. In other words, I lost my internet connection! O_O)


PART 1: On the roll to school x_o
We finally went back to Promed Medical & Diagnostic Clinic to finish up my medical examination. Humaygad, it's been a month!? Hahaha, I first went there on the afternoon of April 27, a day before Dom1nation. LOL. If I hadn't remembered my friends asking me when my enrollment was, I would've completely forgotten about it.

Transferee enrollment is scheduled on June 4, 2007. I really do hope I celebrate my birthday before the start of classes. I don't want to go treating people on the first week of school. Give me and my wallet a break! *sigh*


PART 2: Good Faith ¬_¬
I received word yesterday that ANN's Audition account got hacked. All her items were deleted. Hahaha~! That's karma dear. Felt so nice to finally see some "divine intervention" at work.ü (LOL I am EBUULLLL~!) So that's that. Serves you right... :3

This morning Raven told me Ann asked him for help with her account, I guess contacting recovery and all that sh*t. Nyek. ^^; Later this afternoon, I got a GM from EDZ' #, turns out it was ANN.

ANN (using EDZ' #) (4.54PM)
Pussyfierann

guyx any1 na mkakapg xend xken ng ep kard plx i nid it n0w para mkuwa ko ang member id ko pg nkuwa ku un mpapalitan ko n paxword ko :c plx any1? Papalitan ko nlng pm c edz tq

gm

Hahaha. First message sent with a bit of sense ?_? yah so, LOL. I ignored it.

Several minutes later, EYA sent a GM practically begging people to help ANN. Di ko naman matiis ang pinsan ko. She was making a complete fool of herself. I couldn't stand it.

(EYA: naman oh, kung malapit lang ako sa bilihan!)

Tsk...

WARNING: You are about to witness an act so shocking your stomach might contract and expel all its contents. Do not do this at home. Parental guidance is advised.

AHAHAHA. xDD

MEI (5.44PM)
Card code: ##########
pin: ########
security code: #######
wag mo sbhin kanino galing. Hay naku inzan d q maintindhan bkit tinu2lungan m p un

EYA was obviously shocked, but she thanked me profusely anyway. She asked me the value of the EP card... To tell you honestly, this card came free when the G-Cash girl who rode with us on the Metropolis shuttle registered my Globe number for G-Cash. Remember the E-Games Dom1nation Event? Yup, that's where I got it. So it somehow had sentimental value. But enough of that...

What remains of the card...

MEI (5.52PM)
20 lang un inzan. Spare ep card q, nkuha ko nung domi pa. D p tlga aq nkkbli ng ep card mag 2mos na, wla tlga q bdget hahahay.. Pg lmg tlga umulit p c bruha..

"ntatz" (na-touch) daw si inzan. lol

MEI (6PM)
Lul naawa lng aq s pnaggagawa m, mtap0s k nya murahin at mliitin kaw p 2mulong mgmkaawa sows.. Dmayan nlng kta at least d lng ikaw ang mgmukhang tanga lol xD

And I must admit what I did made me feel stupid.
After that pathetic excuse for a human made fun of almost all PF members and even went as low as badmouthing a number of us..
I still had the heart to help. =/

Even I surprise myself sometimes. o.O

EYA
yehey.. mhal mu tlgahq insan huhu naiiyak ahq tuloy geh geh ., 4 better 4 w0rst , insan tlgah kta 4 life huhuhu.. yan mu xa, f dun xa mzaya weh,, at least nkatul0ng tau, whaaaa pnaiyak mohq! bad!

MEI (6.11PM)
Hahahaha gaga amf xD lika nga d2 bruha! Hug nlng kta whaha *hugz* mga dakilang tanga hahaz @.@

I couldn't resist sharing my stupid moment with someone else so I thought of sending Lolo Raven a message. I do remember what he told me earlier today. :P (bleh!)

ANN (using EDZ' #) (6.31PM)
Ow em je

eya tq tlga :c mavx tq pu huhu npalitan ku na pas ku huhuhu

pakyu xa ng hak ahaha ibblik daw den itemx ku ok lng kht dna ung ep :c bxta hapi haha
gm ni annhappy

EDZ (6.40PM)
PfEDZ

guys thanks sa mga 2mul0ng kay ann you really impressed me eya and mav napaka laking issue talaga ng ngyari pf tayo guys hndi tyo bsta bstang player lang were family ü thankyou again
gm

As soon as I finished reading Ann's and Edz' messages (including Eya's GM saying how she was touched by what I did, damn you girl pakyu ka rin! Labyu mwah xD), I reminded her that she must not tell anyone else about what I did.

EYA (7.11PM)
bzta lam nten za self nten n mbaet kah wahehehe,! waaah lamun nah ykaw uhmmmm.. kata2poz qu lng, gravih ka natatz tlgahq sau..

Yeah well that's my cousin for you. TxtSpeak. Goodness gracious. x_o


Tonight, around 9PM, Eya told me XYN still loves ANN, according to the latter's GM. He got a bot program (?_?) to help ANN earn den from BP and get Indefinite Hair for her. =_=

I told Eya, in a last, exasperated attempt, to tell bunso "ingat" from me. No need for replies.

I've been hurt by all this way too much...

One last look... Bye bye card. T~T

I really am quitting PF when the Change Nick item comes out. ~_~

Waiiiiiiiiii~! @_@ -- A short update.

Currently Playing: Paris Hilton - Nothing In This World

I can't help it. I have to post it here, and now. x_o (damn song! Made me hyper! @_@)

Jonas [teh 2nd guy] just told me he had feelings for me. Arrrrr! *presses nose reeeeeaal tight* okay so yeah this is real. T_T *whine whine whine*

But... what is this he said?

Why him? x_o

Bez, bakit nasali ka dito, waaah! O___O

Ahem... so anyway...


Jonas, it's flattering that you shared your history with me, I mean, having a girlfriend of 5 years and 8 months... wow. And I'm only the second person you fell for? Err. Am I really worth giving that much attention to? *speechless*

We don't know why he feels this way. LOL.

Napakawalang kwentang tao ko nga eh. -_- I don't feel I deserve this... but as I said, okay we can give it a chance, but that's only if you can wait. *bites lip*

Yes. That's me, playing innocent. Ignorance is bliss. =_=

You even went through the trouble of using your friend like a human shield. LOL! But honestly, I have no idea why you did. @_@ Now that I think about it, you saw me on Friendster and it just struck you like that? @_@ Weh... never mind. You can never get a decent answer to the question from someone who feels it for real. Right? x_o

Poor UDD! @_@

The real question is...

...can I really give other people in general a chance?

Only time can really tell.....


Andito na ko eh... might as well just take life as it comes. ^_^


Hays bez. As I predicted, nagsalita na yung pangalawa... Yung pangatlo kaya? Humaygad. :|



Big, heavy edit: I just read the forums today, after 2 days. Congratulations to the Street Beat Crew for their first competition! *throws confetti* ^_^ According to teh puppy wala daw nagkalat, so I guess that's good XD

Gumana good luck kiss ko? NYAHAHAHHA kafal talaga amf. =3

In addition to that, today is momi SAI and dada LOU's monthsary. Labyu puh~ :-*

My 3 days worth of news -- A Pathetic Excuse. x_o

Currently Playing: My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

Goodness. Am I bitter? No No No! Hahahah xDD (@____@)


Part 1: Boyfriends & Marriage
A few days ago (I'm imagining it's either Monday or Tuesday) my friends and clubmates seemed to collaborate and talk to me about the same topic. They want me to have a boyfriend. F*ck! @.@

So there was my dada LOU saying "sayang ka anak, dapat may boyfriend ka na ngayon xD" and I never got my answer when I was asking WHY he said that.

Then there was my son DAR saying "mami you want ihanap kita ng boyfriend?" so I was like, "talaga anak, ihahanap mo si momi ng bf?", so he said "yung kuya ko na lang mababantayan ko yun".... @_@" I don't think I'm ready for blind dates. x_o

I remember ASI asking me out to watch Pirates of the Carribean, DC1 saying he'll treat me out one of these days, and DEP saying I was a miserable, loveless girl. Arrr. Off-topic but still worth noting... Pag-uuntugin ko kayong dalawa someday, ASI and DEP. T_T

SIS Romi dearest, you promised that ha. Wag mo din sana kalimutan yung mga utang mong FM. 8k ha, 100~120. (nyahahaha~! ^____^)

As if that wasn't enough, lolo ravenadik sent me a message that same day, and I told him I was rather frustrated by how my friends were acting. Turns out talking to him didn't help. Worse, he asked if I have chosen yet. T_T On another day I told him how annoyed I am that my resources weren't enough to buy me my new indef set in Audi (total: 804 EP T_T), and he said this: "haha kasi mag-asawa ka na, ehem haha" O_O

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?! @____@

I'm too young to die T_T este, get married x_o I haven't even finished my studies yet wah! Lolo, I know I gave you a decent enough answer when you asked if you still had a chance with me, but that doesn't mean... Errr, it doesn't imply that I'm okay with the idea of the M word. T_T

At the end of the day, at least my momi SAI said something good, and it is by far the most sensible thing I heard that day...

"Just choose wisely anak, sundin mo ang puso mo ^.^"

Thanks momi... *hug*

And aside from that, bezzy told me if he won the E-games-Smart Promo and he gets the Grand Prize of 100,000 E-points, he'll buy me that set I want.

It's always the thought that counts. Tq bez, mwah! :3


Speaking of which, just yesterday my pinsang tugeng EYA told me these two things, and they have stuck. @_@

• "Bakit kasi pinili mo yung tuta kesa sa bf wahahaha"
• "Bakit kasi di mo na lang gawing bf mo yung tuta!? XD"

Hahanap ka na nga lang ng boyfriend, yung bestfriend ko pa pipiliin mo. Grrrawr~! Hihirit pa eh! X3


Part 2: P4's 100 days
Late last night, I greeted Arlie, Neil and James because today (May 26, 2007) is our 100th day together... well, almost. Neil is almost always on SMS @ YM, and Arlie is busy with studies now. Pretty soon I'll follow suit, and hopefully my puppy does the same.

It's been 100 days since this picture was taken.

[February 16, 2007]

Pasaway4...

There's a part of me that wishes we could go back to how we once were, but there's also a part of me that says things are better now than they were before.

Just keep in touch minna-san. ^x^

And it's Street Beat Crew's big day today. DRE posted (more like spammed x_o) Friendster bulletins, asking support for their group. I think they're joining a competition today.

Jy guys~ :D


Part 3: The Over(?)protective sister
2 nights ago (May 24, 2007) I received word that XYN and ANN actually hooked up. I was shocked... no, devastated by the news. x_o Right then and there I sent Kix a message saying I'm feeling faint, and that I am going to quit PF before I start any major fights in the club.

Earlier today at around 2AM Ann messaged me. This is how our conversation went.

ann: mei anong ginawa ko sau bat anxama mu +,+

mei: ano ginawa ko sau >_> (la unli)

ann: ixipin mo

mei: be specific, anu un?

ann: nvm ü hay para xyn to nhhrapan xa kami kxe ayaw nyu xken para xknya +,+ whew

mei: ah alam mo na pala. naging witness lng nmn ako sa mga nangyari in the past. simply put ayokong maranasan un ni xyn. kanino mo nlaman?

ann: mdaming may ayaw c ate mei magqquit dpt dhl tau. pls mhalaga kpatid q. kya ngddalawang icp aq-magqquit pa

She forwarded a message XYN sent her about me quitting the club because of.. them. x_o I talked to XYN about it.. He explained that he was getting annoyed because she was texting him until 2AM and he was tired from his workshop. Imagine having a girlfriend like that. =_=

ann: mhal ko c xyn inwan q lhat pra xknya +,+ u cnt juxt xay n mxma aq dhl lng xa gnwa ko tao dn ako ngmmahal +,+ wag mu n xa pglan mei ngmmkaawa aku +,+ mmatay nko xa xakit gxto ko xumbog +,+ mawa ka :c minxan lng ako mgmhal wg mu nmn aq xaktan +,+

Momi SAI's words still ring in my ears (kahit txt lng sya coz i read them aloud)... she said "basta nya na nga lang iniwan si ahm e!" Take note may exclamation point talaga yun.

mei: haha =.= ask kiko, i nvr drectly sed u wer BAD. at d lng aq ang pumigil s knya. u think by talkin 2 me ok na kau? look around u ann. d lng aq ang ngsbi n2

ann: alam q lhat kau mxama tingin xakin xbgay @.@ pero 2 lng mhal ko xa mhal ko +,+ kng iiwan nya ko pra xa inyo wla ko mggwa xbgay xanay nkoü
ann: brainwaxh nyu xa my god alam nyang mhal ko xa pro npalitan un ng xulxol nyo :c whew grbe anung lban ku bkt xa pa waa pagod nko +,+

It's a good thing she knows(?) what I think but it's a bad thing that she makes me, KIX and SAI look like we're the ones at fault. We just want no harm to come to our friend XYN. And knowing ANN like we do, there's no telling just how much damage she can do.

mei: mhirap pniwalaan kht galing pa sau. lam m un ?_? nuf said. kinausap q c kiko dti pro d aq ang ngpayo. dhil nnhimik aq at cnbi q lng n mwwla nlng aq. anong sulsol q dun? ang tanging usap n gnwa nmin is nung pnipilit nyang quit n rn xa pg quit aq. so go ahead, blame me 4 dt if it mkes u fil beter

ann: no d kta xinxixi ü mhal nya ko np2nyan ku un xguro nga d lng tlga kmi pero ggwin ko lht kya lng max nkuha nyo n xa ayox lng he'x xafe wd u guyx ü

mei: prangkhin n kta. bdshot k n sken s mga gm m p lng, kitang kita pgkaflirt m, and kng d m p alam kpatid q dn c ahm. and i tke my family hir seriously. by doin watevr i did i tried to protct my youngr brothr. kng nsaktan mo xa ngaun, wla un cmpard s pain pg ngbreak na at wla ng balikan. same w/ u.

ann: haha flirt @.@ wahaha ü dmu nga ko kilala hunuhuxgahan mu ung nbbxa mu lng bka palinixan tau max malinix pako xau mhal ko c xyn at kng mxaxaktan man xa d un dhl xakin dhl un xa mga taong ayaw umamin ü

mei: kng may gs2 ka pa2nayan n maling pgkkakilala nmin sau, u wil hv 2 work for it. kng ayaw m, ok lng dn..d q kwalan. i recomend u talk to kix & sai.

This is a post edit. As of 7PM tonight ANN has erased our numbers from her phonebook. That's me (MEI), KIX, SAI and XYN. What a joke. And after she denied being a flirt, she said THIS to KIX: "Kala ko kaibigan ka :) ayoko na hayaan moko mg move on kht flirt ako marunong ako magmahal ng kaibigan tq" So.... LOL?

ann: ok ate mei alam ko mhal nyu lng xla xbgay my point kau madami nko nxktan +,+ ya pg hhrapan ko para lng d xa mwala i xwear to u ate sai kix ate mei dko xaxktan c xyn +_+ xna bgyan nyu dn ako ng chance n mp2nyan un xainyo +,+ im xori kung ngng mxama ako

gm para xainyong apat +,+ gud day

mei: anung knalaman ng palinisan d2? kelan aq ngmalinis sau? o.O oo d nga kta lubusang kilala, ano b s plgay m reason bkt p q nkkpag usap sau ngaun? isip2 ann.. im being honest w/ u. privilege mo un. d k b sanay n tinatapat ka? haay. =.= tingnan nlng ntin in d nxt few days. bhla na..

ann: no ur xaying im a flirt no im not funny prxon lng aq gxto ko mgptwa ng mgptwa un lng im not xaying n madumi ofcorx not gxto ko lng lnawin +,+

mei: ok, if u say so. nlinaw m n. & mlinaw n dn cguro sau wat kind of imprexn u mke? add m p dun ang npkpatok n topic n pgpplit ng bf like u change clothes. may rough idea k n cgro by now x_o ..d lht ng tao preho mg icp kc kng gnun wla n sna ng-aaway. slip n q..

ann: un ang way ko pra tkpan ung pain ü ok sliptyt tq n dn ü

Later in the morning I messaged momi SAI and forwarded these messages to her. And after telling them both (SAI & XYN) about ANN asking EYA if KIX felt something for XYN, I think that's when he blew a fuse and broke up with her.

Ann... di ka talaga mapagsabihan. Here is what I can conclude about it, and I quote my YM archive (this is after she erased our numbers from her phonebook):

I understand, if thats what you want. Diba ganyan ka gumamot ng sugat sa puso? Then go ahead. Ang sakin lang, nasabi ko na sayo kung anong meron sa isip ko. Nasa sayo na kung magpapatuloy ka sa ginagawa mo. Buhay mo rin naman ang kinokontrol mo diba? Hekhek.

Change "kinokontrol" to sinisira. ^x^ Here's WIL quoting me.

pussyfierWIL: pussyfierMEI: si eya din mismo sinabi saken 2 days ago, si ann di talaga mapagsabihan
pussyfierWIL: SO TRUE

Haha. And here's my final diagnosis on the whole thing. XD

Sa laki nyang yun she should know what's right, she's just in DENIAL.

Now, there is a world of difference between being misguided and being IN DENIAL.

Pag misguided ang tao, may certain amount of effort lang na required para maituwid ang mga paniniwala nya.

Kung in denial sya, kahit anong klaseng pangaral ang gawin mo dyan, magpakabrutal ka, magpakamartyr ka, manermon ka murahin mo sya, gagawin at gagawin nya pa rin kung ano ang gusto nya.

ANN is IN DENIAL ~_~

She needs psychological help. Nuff said.

And before I forget, CDSLHAI Elections tomorrow! Vote Straight CEPAG Party!! Hahahaha~!! xDD

PMJ, thanks for calling me last night. Got my mind off things for an hour at least. x_o

What went wrong?

May 19, 2007 was supposed to mark a grand event for both Club Exoduz and the Pussyfierz Club. But something went wrong along the way.

I'm posting this just to remind me how I felt last night, which can be described in two words: Royally Pissed.

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): Hays.

Xyn: Batet po?
Wil: Damn I miss YM.

Mei (to Xyn): Di mo ba alam kung anong nangyari sa EB?
Mei (to Wil): I want to die =.=

Xyn: Change venue daw. Ano bang nangyari? +,+
Wil: Doushita?

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): EB f*cked up. May tao na sa JP resort pagdating nila. I DON'T KNOW PANO NAGKAGANUN. Amf*tah

Xyn: Waah +,+ bat ganun? Di ba sila nagbayad?

Mei (to Xyn): Kaya nga naningil a week before para may pang-downpayment e. Nabuo naman daw yung 4K na bayad kaya DI KO MAINTINDIHAN BAKIT NAGKAGANITO.

I only found out today from pussyfierVOX that it was the resort staff's fault they had to change the venue.

Mukhang pera amf*tah~

LET THIS SERVE AS A WARNING TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOG POST. Malas nyo na lang pag may nagbayad nang mas malaki sa offer nyo, dahil mukhang pera ang management ng resort na ito.

Walang kwentang magpa-reserve 2 weeks before your outing, dahil pag naoffer-an sila ng mas malaking halaga, sorry na lang kayo.

And don't dare snap at me and say "Business is business" because the reservation you make is PART OF THEIR BUSINESS CONTRACT. This is very unbecoming behavior for a supposedly well-known resort. Nasasayang ang ganda ng place nila, bulok kasi ang staff. Ayiiii~

Remember the name. JP Resort, Pansol, Laguna. Gusto nyo ng map? Heto:
For more inquiries, call (049) 873-1426, look for Marivick or Maricor, tapos tanungin nyo kung anong nangyari sa May 19, 2007 Overnight Swimming reservation ni Ms. KC Gonzales. I-remind nyong inabot sila ng 9PM sa labas ng nasabing resort kakahintay. ~_~

Let's get back to my rant.


Continuation:

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): Grr! Nasa ibang resort na sila, past 10 na sila nakarating dun. Di pa sila kumain. Badtrip talaga tang!na

Wil: Man. Major bummer. Disappointing but, wala tayo magagawa. Take it easy Mei. Breathe.

Mei: I'm breathing. Naligo pa nga ako e. Pagkatapos nun and I read na di pa sila kumakain, uminit ulit ulo ko e. 'Twas supposed to be just a shower but I wet my hair anyway, pagkabasa ko nun, yung tubig na bumaba sa body ko ang init. Grabe talaga tong araw na to. @#?&+$~!

Wil: Whoa. @_@ calm down MEI. It's okay, you can talk to me about anything. Let it out of your system.*

Mei: Hays. Andaming nagpainit ng ulo ko ngayon.. First of course dahil di ako kasama, tapos almost non-stop assist pa rin ako sa nag-EB.. Nung nabalitaan kong may prob sa resort and I asked for details, wala ni isa sa mga organizers ang nakasagot saken, di naman lahat sila busy.. It happened again and again, me asking, no one answering. Nakaka-frustrate kaya maghintay ng sagot. Tapos past 9, past 10 di pa sila kumakain, pero yung grupo ni Raven nakakain na? Ampucha! Pano yung iba? Nagtiis hanggang makarating ng resort! Tapos tong si ASI anlakas ng loob sabihing disappointed at di na mag-eenjoy dahil di naman pala ako kasama, wtf? Ano yun, his existence depends on me or sumfin? Ansarap pagmumurahin ng mga tao ngayon.. Kala nila sila lang ang aburido. Pano akong nag-coordinator, isa ako sa mga napahiya no! F*ckfest talaga!

Wil: First, dapat sabay sabay kumain. (Oh sh*t nakita ko si bi.rain, damn I miss my hair) Second, who searched for the new resort? Third, ASI said that maybe coz he feels you're the one to keep him company. Or he doesn't "feel" anyone else. Or, he? Or she? Likes you. Gomen, no idea who ASI is..

Mei: NagGM si Raven saying nakakabanas ang gabing to. I replied "..." he never reacted. Second, di ko alam who exactly went looking for another resort. DI NILA AKO SINAGOT NUNG NAGTANONG AKO. Third, ASI is a guy. And kasama nya si BOS, tropa nya, and ZIA, a friend applying for PF.

Wil: Bakit di ka nila kinakausap? Oh, never mind ASI then. LOL

Mei: I DON'T F*CKIN KNOW! Badtrip you ask them questions and they don't answer you AT ALL!

Wil: Easy Mei. =] waratte. =D

Mei: I felt stupid, like they're treating me like a kid and the stuff I ask like it's taboo, may karapatan naman ako malaman ang nangyari dahil isa ako sa nag-help mag-organize!

Wil: Mei, you're scaring me. +.+ I insist you sleep right now.. Or scream, or throw a tantrum. Anything to cool you down..

Mei: I want to throw a tantrum at Raven for making me feel stupid but he won't react. I want to scream but can't, my parents WILL hear me. F*ck.. Grr! Sorry WIL, you had to read these stuff from me. Sabi mo kasi ilabas ko eh, so I did. I didn't mean to scare you.. =.="

Wil: AHAHAHA. Geez, no need for that. It's okay. I'm doing my best to help you. I'm sorry it's not working out..swt Go to sleep Mei. Ang puso mo remember.. +.+

Mei: Yeah.. Thanks for reminding. Pinakirot mo weh, nalimutan ko na nga eh, wala na sa isip ko to kanina dahil nag-aalala ako sa mga kasama nating nalipasan ng gutom.. Andami na-disappoint I'm sure.. I'll go tell Raven sleep na ko.. Baka naman di pa rin mag-react.. Pif. My heart says thank you for the concern. Nanikip sya bigla. *sweatdrop* Nyt nyt.ü

* differs from the original message, I deleted it on instinct -_-

I would've done just fine even after people seemed to keep me from knowing what was going on, but what ASI shot at me was the last straw.

We, more specifically I, am NOT obligated to attend the EB.

It is not MY fault if I wasn't given permission to go.

Lastly, you DO NOT have the right to say you are disappointed just because I wasn't there and that you won't enjoy the night anymore. We're not even that close yet.

Keep it in mind na HINDI LANG KAYO ANG NAABALA. Isipin nyo na lang, isa ako sa kahit paano ay nahihiya sa kinalabasan ng ilang linggong pagpaplano. Sa tinagal tagal naming nagtulong tulong para sa EB na to, hindi ko inasahan ang mga sumunod na pangyayari.

I hope they remember me and that I am STILL waiting for an explanation.

P.S.
Someone claiming to be pussyfierJEN's cousin sent a group message yesterday, saying she passed away. I keep thinking this is another hoax.

... or is it real?

No one knows. Yet.

What a f*cked up day it was.


Here ends my rant. Thank you and f*ck off.

Too busy... Too busy...

I really wanted to make a post right after I voted last May 14, but certain incidents forced me into postponing it again and again, now I'm too lazy to remember what happened that day. T_T

Here's a recap of what I've been up to lately:
May 13 - Dad made me work on his (CDSLHAI) Election paraphernalia
May 14 - National Elections Day, continued work for my dad
May 15 - I made THIS thread
May 16 - I remade the first post of that same thread *almost* from scratch.... stupid E-games Forums! T_T (took me about 6 hours recovering everything, no back up leh)
May 17 - Dad was here working on his campaign stuff, and the shop was almost always full ;__;

While I do remember getting rather annoyed at a certain lady asking a lot of questions at Tito Vic Cardona and my dad, I keep on remembering how retarded most people are over this election thing. If you watch the news, you probably know about these:

• a school fire that killed two people in the process
• stolen ballot boxes thrown into the river
• a failed assassination attempt of a mayoral candidate's wife

There's so much more. ^^ Compared to those incidents, that lady's concern wasn't even enough to be called "tip of the iceberg".

And if you were wondering what she asked, this is how the conversation went.

Lady (to Vic): My husband and I are about to celebrate our anniversary next month, my sisters are helping us with the preparations.

Vic: Oh yes, you're about to reach Silver status, right? (Silver Wedding Anniv.)

Lady: That's right. Darling's been busy getting in touch with the rest of our relatives abroad, too.

Vic: I see.

Lady (to both men): By the way, why are you still doing all this (staying at campaign headquarters, serving food to people: voters, tricycle/jeepney drivers, etc.)? How much did the Mayor pay you?

Dad: ...

Vic: He didn't pay us. He just sent us money and instructions/request that this budget will be spent for tricycle/jeepney services, food and others.

He has many projects planned for the communities in Santa Rosa.

We want him to win because if he does, I'm sure he will support our campaign party. Pagagandahin talaga namin ang San Lorenzo.

Lady: Oh, so... that's it? Wow. If I were you I'd wait to be paid first.

[After all the sh*t that pig of a president Leo Manaligod did, I say it's high time my dad's party takes over management of the Association. I really hate his guts ^^ and that lady too... Sana kunin na rin sya ni Lord. F*ckfest~ ^^]

~*~*~ [3.20PM] ~*~*~

Got DC'ed from Audition so now I'm back to YM and writing on my blog. I do remember saying I'll put it here.... Amp ka talaga bez hwahahahaha xDD

It started around 12noon, I was busy updating this blog when he buzzed me on YM. My status then was: "nag-aayos ng Yahoo Messenger list* DO NOT BUZZ!! tq @_@"

He buzzes me on instinct. Bait ng pet ko noh? ^^o

So anyway we logged in to Audi and met up @ UG channel 3. Nag-mall pa kasi kami pareho so nauna na sya maglaro, hahaha! I didn't play immediately after we met, kasi kumakain pa ko ng lunch nun. So I just watched. A few minutes after I joined, the DJ's boyfriend came and she set the mode to couple dance. Weh! x_x

I don't remember the last time we played Couple Dance, haha, that was such a long time ago... o.O well if he popped out earlier maybe we could've played as a team during Dom1nation... My partner then was my baby brother pussyfierXYN. I can play Couple Dance with Chance so I guess they thought that was impressive. ?_? HAHAHA xD (sina Tata kung manukso ansarap lagyan ng scotch tape mga bunganga eh ^___^)

A. We waited for like... 5 minutes for the last boy, engot kasi laging wrong color!
B. Waah red team in front! x_x
C. Final scores... hwahwahwahwa xDD

He kept calling me magaling. Nyak? He beats me at D8 140~ nga eh. =_="

Anyway I saved the game. Wala lang. XD It's fun to play Couple mode sometimes. :P

My First 3-Couple Game

After one game he PMed for me to room hop with him so I did. He wanted to play D8 ^^o I did beat him on the first game, it was Doo Doop, 140BPM. :P Now I'm sure I can use Chance on 8-keys up to Level 8 at least. My fingers get really stiff at Level 9. *tense* x_x

On our second game, I missed a turn even though I hit spacebar at the right moment for Great/Perfect. I was puzzled and uttered "batet miss ?_?" and he said, "Bakit ako tinatanong mo?", I told him "Di ikaw kausap ko -_-"... He shot "E sinong kausap mo?" I immediately said, "mumu"...

...Yeah well something happened after that.

Pang-mumu song amp. x_x"

Nice sia T~T after that game I said I'll go AFK, because I had to attend to customers @ the shop and store. When I came back, he was playing with a member of the Coolitz club, 172/160BPM. He was getting rather agitated because he can't get the FM.

In fact, he got so mad that he said he wanted to quit. ~_~

And I bombarded him with lectures and sermons about how he got mad at me for saying I wanted to quit the game, saying stuff like "kayo nga pinipigilan nyo ko mag-quit tapos ngayon ikaw naman"... Well I didn't quit so... hahaha!

Later on he said "pa-Amateur ko lang to", "pa-boost ^^" to which I replied, "Kung mag-quit ka rin after mo magpa-ama di na kita i-boost".

So he said:

Awts. Nagulangan ako.

Talino ng pet ko naknamfuts... =_="

I told him, "baliw ka rin e no bez", "salitan lang tayo". (I was referring to the quitting talk) He simply said, "wahaha =))"

Later on during our games we had our random moments. Stuff we go into when we go crazy or sumfin. He said he felt itchy ?_? and for some weird reason I just typed "kamutin ko"... HAHAHAHAHAHA xDD

A. "Kamutin ko". WTF!!
B. I think he came to his senses, LOL
C. Me: "Sa likod ba?", Him: "Di", "Harap" ... Me: "Bigyan na lang kita pangkamot =))"
D. Amp pumayag WTF =))


I was boosting him (letting him win the games) but when I got a last x4 chain and overtook him (I think I caught up with him at x2 but my hands kept going! @_@) This happened. T_T

WaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahHHH!!! x___x

So yeah, after that he obligated me to scratch him x_X then it dawned on me... well he did mention he was a K-9 so.... *ebul grin*

Tick powder. Oye~

WAHAHAHAHA!! So okay, at this point in time my head was starting to ache from laughing too much. XD By the next game, I was literally banging my head on the computer table, trying to control my giggles. What looks worse, people looking at you because you laugh at the monitor, or people looking at you as you bang your forehead on the table?

At least I've seen Utada Hikaru bang HER head on a table. (Click the link) ROFL

Hahaha. :-*

As sweet as it may seem, all good things come to an end. He said he'll go eat lunch at 2PM? WTF? I should be spanking his behind for eating so late. XD

So that's it for the day's updates. I think I'ma go rest now, my head's buzzing. x_x"

Teh Blog Fever

Hehehe, I just got two of my close Audi friends to create their own blogs. I admit they still require some work but there's always room for improvement. ^^ Anyway, here are the URLs.

pussyfierFU - Crazy Francis
pussyfierDC1 - romi's blog

Silipin nyo na lang. :3


BIG, HEAVY EDIT:
Today is the official launch of my Notes blog. Check it out HERE. =)


Sooooooooooooo sleeeeeeeeeeeeppyyyyyyyyyy~~

Another Salad Bowl style update (I forgot the post title. LOL)

Currently Playing: YUI - CHE.R.RY

I am typing this while I chat with my bestfriend on YM. Yay for multi tasking! @_@


I was watching PBB last night (05.06.07) and had the chance to see some of Wendy and Bruce's intimate moments. Okay so now probably everyone knows that the guy HAD a girlfriend outside but no one in the PBB house knew about it until recently, and Wendy was, of course, shocked by the revelation. Their talks somehow rang a bell in my head. I think a few of my online friends would know what I mean and who I'm pertaining to. Yes, Anna, Joey, Naie. He's the same guy I talked to you about during our lunch date.

[OT: Speaking of which, where are the pics!? T_T]

I know I had feelings for him before, and I thought he did too, as was testified for by friends and acquaintances whom I asked about our status. (I asked both players and non-players of Audition mind you, I had to retell the whole story with screenshots and everything x_x) But after he told me that they broke up, I somehow just... felt cold towards the whole thing. Yes we talked about it, the details of his last relationship and how it was for the last 3 months. He knows I felt (weakened) after the talk, he even thought I got jealous. I mean, really, how can you get jealous of someone who's nothing more than a friend? ^^o I wasn't jealous at all, in fact, I was thankful because in "the end", it was he who set me free of my own trap.


[Insert: Nagtatampo si bez at this point on YM, now I'm bargaining for a way to say sorry @_@]


... I realized how stupid I was for thinking we felt the same way for each other. And what's even more stupid is... I let myself be encouraged by a close friend who actually knew he had a girlfriend that I didn't know about. Betrayal? *roll eyes* Tapos na yun eh. We're okay now so what's the point in discussing it? =_=

So how is this related to Bruce and Wendy??

Well, they both admitted to Big Bro how they really feel. And they themselves know how they felt for each other. =.= Most of the Philippine populace knows that by now.

I just wish we had our Big Bro too.

I have no way of knowing how he really feels at the moment... Yes we now call ourselves bestfriends, but the stuff we do together, what we talk about...

stuff that only the two of us know...

and the way he pulls me back towards him.


[Insert: Nanakawan nya ako ng halik sa lugar na di ko alam =.= di daw sa nunal, di rin sa noo. "basta ako alam ko kung saan yun? di mo na feel?" OKAY~ so now it's my fault that I don't know!? @_@]


I can't help but think, "Does he even know what he's doing? Does he realize the gravity of the situation he is putting himself in?"

I don't think he's that stupid to think nothing more will come out of this. That we'll stay friends or something. I really don't know anymore. @_@

The only thing I'm sure about right now is that I am in deep shit because:

• I am falling for him, AGAIN;
• I think he's getting too close to me, AGAIN; and
• This is all WRONG! REALLY!!

He's still moving on from his last relationship, he said so himself. I'm not sure if I had anything to do with the break up; from the way he narrated, it was the girl who broke away. Yes kuya, it wasn't him. Daw. So you thought wrong. :P


Bottom line is:
I don't wanna be there to patch up what he lost.

I don't want to hurt myself again.

I don't want him to think we'll be okay...

[Insert: He said he's gonna sleep. His late message says: "bez, pagbalik ko ha, dpat alam mo na kung saan yung nakaw na halik na yun, parang puzzle yan " WTF!!]



The way I feel doesn't change the fact that I am 5 years older than him. Even if I eventually find out how he really feels. ~_~

... I'm so confused... ='(

Can I just be a Wendy? At least we're sure her Bruce loves her. *sigh*

~*~*~

In other news, I'm training myself to use 3 fingers on the numpad for Audi. It sure feels weird. And I can't chat at the same time like I used to. x_x Maybe I'll stick to using 2... but then again.... T_T

A few days ago, I played with WIL, DC1, FU & AHU and the latter three know about my drinking incident. As I said before, I wasn't even the least bit tipsy then. My fingers just kept freezing so I couldn't press keys at times. Epekto ng alcohol? *phew*

See? It was just 123bpm. x_x

To WIL and DC1, good luck reaching Clubber status. Jiayou! :3

And a bonus, I played Couple Dance with my kapatid, pussyfierNAI. I dunno when he turned his Chance off but the gap in our scores sure shocked me. XD

Teh score gap! Teh score gap! X_x

I didn't turn Chance off. Galing kasi ni mOsT eh. Na-challenge ako. XD


I can't finish up the damned Medical Exam. They need samples I can't provide at the moment. LOL.

Ah, the pics from Le Pav that I promised. Here they are XD

Kulitan near the Dance Revo machine (Si BOS naglalaro eh)
(Top-Bottom, L-R) XIV, ??? XIO, AHM, ANN, ICH, MYX
REG, MEI, VOX, LEE, DON, XYN, DAR, GHE
EDZ, BEE, LOU, SAI, RIC, NOD, ???

A pic before the crowds got thicker (kakasuklay ko lang mwahaha!)
(L-R) CHK, BOS, AHM, LOU, ANN, SAI, BEE, EDZ, KIX, XIV, XYN, MEI

After the awarding ceremonies: Certification as legitimate pAU club ^^
(Top-Bottom, L-R) ???, DON, VOX, RIC, GHE, XYN, ANN, AHM
MEI, SAI, LOU, EDZ
DC1, DON, Sera (yes, that's HIM!), REG, BEE

Teh Puto Family Pic ^^
MEI, dada LOU, momi SAI, kuya AHM, bunsong XYN.
Nawawala si bradah NAI! x_x

Uwian na! XD (we look so damn wasted, ang gulo! HAHAHA)
(Top-Bottom, L-R) CHK, UDD, ???, MYX, DC1, DON, MEI, LOU, SAI
DON, ANN, ???, ICH, at mga taong di makita sa likod, ayun si GM Psybot oh!
PF ba yung naka-stripes?, NOD, BOS, REG, ???, AID

Sorry to those people I forgot! T_T Buti na lang talaga I brought my socks. Sumakit paa ko kakalakad x_x cotton at least lessened the friction and gave a bit of comfort. *whew!*


Deuchess left for New York on the same day as the Dom1nation Event. I remembered that when I met EmoLinus and nobodyssum1. I miss her leh... Anyway mama Kat looks so pretty x_x Linus looks wasted. HAHAHA. Peace XD too bad I didn't have a pic with them. :(


And lastly, I found these cute drawings in my twin sister Ymira's Deviantart portfolio.

Ymira Antartes ~ Amalthea Centauri by Ymira

(scaled to fit screen, click to see large version)

An alchemist and an assassin. Weee~ Quoting Eve, "kambal nga kayo!" Well sis, oo nga, kambal nga yata kami. Nyahahaha! XD She's so good with Photoshop. ;__;

Check out more of her works on ymira.deviantart.com ^__^

Well folks, that's it for a nice, short update. Hahaha. :P

Mei:

"Koi shichattan da~ tabun, kizuitenai deshou?"

A short update -- Salad bowl style

Currently Playing: Ji Yoon Park - Steal Away

Oh yeah. Salad bowl means a mix of a lot of things. So, yeah. Lol.


I passed the entrance exams for PnC, including the interview. I just got the damned medical examination last Friday. Horrrr. T_T The blood test of course, was taken from my right ring finger. Maga si daliri for 2 days.

I went to the E-games Dom1nation Event the day after. With my mom of course. LOL. Met a lot of PF's and yes, who can forget my evurr lurrvable pet? Yeah he was there too. Kinulit ako habang naglalaro. Ang hilig mangalabit, nak ng cute! x_x and people saw how I play. Tab mode. Chance mode (except stupid Couple dance T.T). 2 fingers. HAHAHA. @_@

(I had a very valid excuse to say I can only play with two fingers. And it's because of the damned blood test. :3)

Anyway I stayed for pics. I'll post em next time.


The transcript came in from UPLB. Surprise, surprise. I might just make it to Old Sophomore. Haha!


What else? Blah. I forgot. I'll continue everything in my next post.