Audition Tribute? *blinks*

I think the featured video on http://www.clubaudition.com.ph/ is outdated. The video was posted last December 2009. (Nice one Exoduz! :3) Okay, so maybe it's not as outdated, pero it would be nice if they updated it every month. Kaya nga featured eh, it should stay there only for a set period of time. Maybe it's updated every quarter? XDXD

Dear kenchii commented that PF (Pussyfierz) club shoulda been there too, but I think di na included because PF has been inactive for a very long time. I should know, I was there. Ex-club moderator-turned-club-babysitter. Hays, the good old days. =/

...I miss playing Audition already. :( Should I play again?...

Wait... what's my account user ID again? =.= Crap. $&#()@#^@&#%~!!! /facepalm Why is the e-Games account page SO useless D: SOMEONE IMPROVE THE INTERFACE FAST RUSH GRRRR!

/endrant

P.S. Congratulations to XLR8 especially to my prodigal brother Kiko Ramos, aka pussyfierXYN. Your ate Rakie (excluding me, LOL jk) is proud of you. ;)

You're So Hot MV this was shown @ Domi4

Laging huli sa balita

...Ako yun. OTL

Currently Playing: Perfume - Electro World (Original Mix)

I soooo did not know my old highschool friend, Issa Sarosario now has a baby girl. Actually, I didn't even know she got pregnant. Nakita ko lang sa FB primary pic nya yung pic ng baby. /headdesk

Anyways... congrats Issa! Take care of your baby and make sure she grows up not just like you but better than you. Accomplishment yun! Hehe. Don't we all want the best for our kids (to-be)? *wink*

In other news, I got back in contact with another dear highschool friend thanks to his great *ahem* stalking skillz and some friends who disclosed too much personal information on the net. =.= Mixed feelings right here.

If anyone remembers Ray Christian Joaquin, yeah that's him. I know HE HASN'T CHANGED A BIT XDXD still the same complexion, still wearing glasses. It's like it was just yesterday he was saying goodbye and entrusting his Playstation game collection to me. ACK I SOUND LIKE AN OLD LADY D: I just remembered him because the song playing right now was one of his recommendations. You rock dude. Miss ya, come back home to PH sometime with your wifey! :3

I think I'd better log out now while I still have time to get some decent sleep. I go to Domination 4 tomolo! RAWR!

Chronicle of the Sapatoses

Let's volt in! XD

I just got this pic (aww pity that resolution didn't do the pic justice) from Matt tonight. Can you figure out whose chucks belong to who?

Btw, pic was taken during Domi II @ SMX. ;)

Featured in this pic: Matt (~EXO~Mikolit), Bryan (~EXO~Ashynck), me (~EXO~Yumei), and Adrian (Will)

Lineage II Guide: Second Release

Hahaha XD I managed to publish the second L2 guide early today (12:33AM to be exact) and here it is~

Click! Click! Click!
Yeah click any of us!
HAHAHA~

I will post L2-SEA FAQs here and on SOS Bulletin soon, after I let this day pass. I can't let myself work and/or get pissed on a day of celebration. NO.EFFIN.WAY.

Pussyfierz Update:

It's emoRained's birthday today! Happy birthday dadeh~ :3 pfKIX is celebrating hers (she turned 2x last August 22, belated honey~) along with him today at San Pedro.

A pic of the Triad before Truze came along.
We need a new pic as a Quartet! XD

Oh and.. the scenario of pfEDZ saying "Go go, di ka na welcome dito" to pfMRK made me picture a mother shooing her son who just had a sniff of rugby and is begging (with snot and drool all over) to come home. LOLOLOLOLOL.

He asked if he should be kicked out of PF, snapped at pfEDZ saying "shut up" and even said to pfG33, pfMYN, pfANN and pfCJ that he doesn't plan to leave PF unless EDZ kicks him out? He really, sincerely, honestly believed he'll be asked to stay? The nerve of that thick-faced brute!

Well kid, you just used up your dignity points. Shoo shoo go away leave us be already. Your existence makes my nose hairs tingle. Ewww. HAHAHA~

Me and my wild imagination. XD

(God this is another hate post. LOL >.<)

Kitty's Day Out: The Mall of Asia Adventure, Part 3

Currently Playing: Audition - You

Yay for KIX~ I finally got them URLs! Thankies~ mwahugz!

I'll e-mail you every chance I get. I can't afford for one of my best girls to miss out on the updates, can I? I'll miss you badly. 1 week is still too long for me. T^T

Part 1 - HERE

Part 2 - HERE

Leg 4 - MoA at Last! (cont.)

As soon as we arrived at MoA, I brought out my phone and read a GM from Adrian. I asked him where he was, and he replied that he was @ Power Station. "Where's that?" I asked Pat, but before I could even remember what I was supposed to do, he spotted Eric (Badbadtzeric) walking in from the other door. ...He dubbed me MEI takas. That idiot! T_T He has no idea how much I had to sacrifice just to get there! @_@

From there, we walked to EGG-Netopia (which felt like FOREVER, that damn mall is way too big!), even seeing a few groups of people who seemed to like staring at me as I pass by. Don't they know rude it is? -_- Pat whispered to me, "Aba tumitingin tingin kayo ng masama sa'kin ha? Sige, lapit lang at nang makagat ko kayo!" O_O!! There was this group of boys in uniform that seemed to find it amusing to stare at me as we walked by. So I kinda figured, they were looking at me and thinking what school could have that uniform. It can't be anything else, can it? Or they were looking at Pat and wondering, "Why is this girl with this guy? Sila ba?..." -_-" blah. Ewan!

But when we passed by a group of girls, I remember him muttering, "Di nyo ko kilala nginingitian nyo ko ha, kakagatin ko kayo," then I suddenly asked him, "What if it was me? Kakagatin mo din ako?"

...I caught him by surprise. Di siya nakasagot nang matino. Oh, I'm mean. xD

We finally arrived after a 10-minute walk and met Rakie and Adrian. :3



Adrian was like... timid ._. he was just standing there, sipping from his Fruit Juice while Rakie did all the talking. All that time I really thought he'd just nod or shake his head when he's asked. Peace WIL! xD Seeing how late it was and realizing none of us has eaten lunch, we set off for the food court, where we met up with Joan (badgurl), ate Eldrid, a girl whose name I forgot (sorry!) and later, Jesse.

We picked a table near the skylight, which also happens to be near the Beer Station. I pointed it out to Rakie and she said, "Tamang tama, magkakaalaman kung sino nang lasing kasi may obstacle course pa!" It just so happens that there was an open space (surrounded by a chest-high metal railing), so if you're too dizzy to walk, one wrong step here and you fall. Haha!

I tell you, this must've been the most difficult meal of my life. You really had to struggle to chew and swallow your food in between fits of laughter. Even Adrian turned red from laughing. (WAHAHA! Nagmumurang kamatis!) He kept insisting it's because of the spicy food but Rakie and I knew better. :3 He looked exactly like his favorite Y!M Audible. HAHAHA!

Rakie came back to the table with a Watermelon flavored fruit juice, then suddenly realized that she ordered a fried version of Pininyahang Manok, uttering, "Ay? Nakalimutan kong may pineapple pala sa food ko, bumili pa ko ng watermelon juice! Kamusta naman ang tyan ko?" And Emong! Di nakaubos ng ulam kahit nakadalawang kanin! See the evidence! *evil laugh*

He was only able to eat one of those, nabusog yata ng hangin eh xD pano ba naman, kinakausap yung manok! o.O Jesse joined us in the middle of our meal, I instructed him to go buy one serving of rice and drag his butt back to the table.

Jess: Gutom na ko~ *whiny voice*
Mei: Jess, bumili ka na nga kasi ng extra rice dun.
Kix: Oo nga, share ka na lang namin o andaming ulam!
Wil: *nods*
Emong: *eats on*
Jess: E di ko alam kung san masarap ang kanin!
Mei: *frantic* Ano ka ba!? Kahit san ka pa bumili, pare-pareho lang kanin yan!
All: *bursts into laughter*
Jess: Oo na sige na nga, bibili na ko. *stomps away*

I mean, really. -_-"

And when he got back, he complained that his rice was yellow. -_-" I told him to bring a seat over and sit next to me. He began gathering his selection of viands, 1 chicken ball and Chicken ala King sauce from me, pieces of Rakie's chicken plus her pineapple (sa gitna ng pineapple slice nilagay ang chicken ball WTF), sesame seeds from Adrian's bowl and others. You'd think it was a classy version of kaning b**** eherm... kaning *cough*Jesse*cough*. @_@;

More crazy stuff happened after that, like when Jesse sipped from Adrian's bowl with a straw ("Pweh, ang alat!") me almost spewing a chicken ball from too much laughing ("Tandaan mo lang, pag napatawa ako, ikaw ang nasa harap ko!" @ Emong), Adrian unknowingly imitating the choking audible while drinking his iced tea (*choke*) and me wiping the liquid from Rakie's top ("Sabi na tutulo to eh! Ano ba yan Mei, hahahaha!"); we even said Emong's chicken is about to take flight soon. He should expect it at home later that night. xD

"Sayang nga di kita nakunan nung humahagalpak ka sa kakatawa," Rakie said today. Wah! That would've made for one kewl souvenir. Sayang nga! x3


After eating our lunch for 1 hour and a half (!!!), we made our way back down to EGG through the Silverscreen section (a.k.a Twilight Zone~ *insert sound effects*), with Rakie stomping on tile pieces that had tiny lights in them. Emong knew that I was tired of walking, and offered his arm for me to hold on to. When we came to the stairs, ate Eldrid (ohh why'd you have to do that? ._.) saw us and said, "Aba may escort pa, parang sagala oh!" So to get rid of the awkward atmosphere, I declared, "Stay there ha, para pag gumulong kami may mag-break ng fall!" HAHAHA! That did the trick. They all went out of our way (with us stifling giggles, of course) then Rakie with Adrian in tow faced us a few steps before the landing and shouted, "Nahuhulog ako!" only to land on her two feet.

Her balance is amazing I tell ya. ._."


Can't do that... I mean, I had heels and all. ._."

The Hours Drag On...

Our stay in Power Station was perhaps the longest "hours" of the day, I was worrying about the time and I haven't given away the packages. It seemed everyone else was late, as I expected.

By 3PM, I saw a guy pushing a box on the floor, with 2 E-games goodie bags in hand. So I figured, 'they're gonna start setting up for the event already... I need to hurry and get home too x_x' But because of circumstances out of my control, I had to wait 2 more hours to distribute Lineage II CBT cards, CBT kits and posters to people who expressed interest. Stress Level: 8 -_-

After I was able to do what I came for (reprimanding lolo Raven for coming late, with extra comforting drama from Emong), I finally settled a bit and got to smile in these pics:

WIL, MEI, emoRained, khaine23, badgurl, KIX, VOX
(with Lineage II poster)


Amputi! Laba sa Tide? O.O

emo-khaine scandal. HAHAHA
(Let's wait for the video shall we? XD)

Ghaaad the pose! O.O


Extra: ravenadik, AirMaster, Eldrid, jessecenina, UrHeiress, Badbadtzeric

Well, those were some of the pics that were taken while I was there.

At around 5PM, just a few minutes after pfBOS arrived, Pat and I decided to leave.

Leg 5 - Homeward Bound

By the time we were out of the other Audistas' sight, I was already very uncomfortable with everything around me. My facial expression was like "~_~" which apparently, Pat doesn't see as amusing. He hates it. ^^; He wiped the sweat off my brow and joked, "Hmm, ang bango!" as he smells his hanky. Wtf. xD

When we reached the exit of MoA, he held my hand on our way to the FX terminals. Now I ask, 'Why didn't I let go?' Reason: I found comfort in doing so, and in case I trip over due to fatigue, at least I know there's someone I can hold on to. Even if it would look rather embarrassing. xP

Alas, we came to the wrong terminals, the drivers said those bound for Laguna are at the South Terminal which is a 5-minute walk away from where we were. T_T

While walking, I started to complain to Pat about my aching feet. I've been wearing heels since 8AM and have walked for approximately 3 hours all in all that day. You know how they say "fashion over pain"? Yeah I do pick fashion but too much of anything is bad. And things have gone from bad to worse. In order to distract me, he told me about the time someone asked him the difference between hardware and software. Lol. It would've been funnier if only my feet didn't hurt the way they did. xD

We waited for 30 arduous minutes for the last passengers, and all the while I felt sick in the stomach with worry that my mom might find out what I've done. She'd go ballistic if she knew I was out with a guy the whole day and even made it all the way to MoA on our own! Gawd! Just remembering the tension makes my skin crawl. x_x

"It's ok..."

Those two words plus the look he had on his face meant a whole lot to me in those dark times. It felt like I'd die any minute. I don't know what I would've done if he wasn't there. I probably would've broken down and cried. Seriously. This is why I hate staying at my place. I don't get to really socialize. It makes me paranoid. And sometimes I just feel allergic of strangers, or people in general.


It makes me hate the world.

...No wonder some people think I've turned emo. Blah! (//_+)

After some time, I just got tired of worrying, so I buried my face in my arms, closed my eyes, and prayed that I fall asleep. I had a day(?)dream of someone holding my hand as if handling it like precious china... And when I woke up, I felt Pat holding my hand in his.

The sunset struck my eyes and I was temporarily blinded, and when I opened them again to see him, he had that same expression as when he first saw me panicky on the van.

...I owe him my life. T_T

Meh, so drama! x.o

So there, lemme skip the next scenes, they're way too insignificant. Lol.




When we got to Southwoods exit, he told me that the van's route would take us near United San Pedro, where our journey started. I told him he could get off there so he could ride a bus back to MoA.

Before he got off, I whispered a tiny "Thank you" and kissed him on the cheek.



Yeah, I really did. ._."




... What?



-_-


Stop grinning.




I mean it!




....=__=

BLAH!

Here are the rest of the pics to keep you busy!

Just visit this album to see the other pics, I didn't post them all.
CLICKIE~

... "nobody knows the trouble I've seen~~~" *plays the rest of the piece on piano*

Kitty's Day Out: The Mall of Asia Adventure, Part 2

Currently Playing: Jang Nara - Sweet Dream

Fookfest, tis zhow hatttttt!!!! *fans herself* But it's amazing how I feel good despite the heat. Maybe it's the song?

I do miss someone. :3



Ayiiiiii ano yan ha!? xD







...*sigh* sinisipag ba talaga akong mag-update? ~_~


First off, I think I passed my SOCSCI2 Prelims that we took just this Wednesday. Yay! Hope I got a perfect score. +10 points yun... I'll ask Ms. Dhina to add those points to my Finals xD (panigurado lang ba HAHAHA!)

Lolo, salamat sa inspirasyon, kahit napuyat ako.... HAHAHA lul mo! Halos di ako nakaaral kakatawa sa "berdeng" usapan natin! xD

Also, Daine passed by last night and we traded installers. He gave me WarRock and the new GG Client, I gave him Lineage II and a poster as well. So now I have 2 left... 1 for meh, 1 for deh. Ahahaha ayus~ xD

Anyway, this blog update is for Pat. Deh eto na request mo, tapusin ko na habang inspirado pa ako sa song. Hahaha!


Leg 2 - Reunion @ AMDG Office (cont.)

So yeah, there we were, staring at the door and the delivery guy inside, still baffled as to what we were supposed to do. I remember telling a friend on YM, kung anong runong namin sa MU, ganun kami ka-n00b sa simpleng pinto lang, WTF!!

The receptionist came and reached into the counter then I heard an imaginary click (haanuuu daaaw??) and when I turned the knob again, the door finally opened. =_=

Minutes later, we were giggling over how n00b we were earlier, in other words, nabaliw na yata kami. @_@ I stood up from the metal chair, got my cp from my pocket, and aimed for the Guild Wars boxes. *click*

Then I faced Pat, stretched my arms wide and squealed, "I was here!"

XD

I think you know what happened after that. We were stifling giggles until an employee (err I think that was the boss?) came out asking who we represent. Upon the mention of the name "Pussyfierz", he cut me off and rushed back inside, probably to get our package. xD

We waited for a few more minutes then two guys came forth and greeted us. (Dyoskopo, I am so sorry boss ni Sir Archie, I forgot your name! T^T) I introduced myself as pfMEI, ex-moderator of the PF Club (but still accountable and responsible should I fail to deliver the CBT kits to my co-members =_=), and Patrick as my friend from another club. ~_~

We chatted for a while, mostly about how we got to know about Lineage II and what games we used to play and are currently playing. Upon the mention of MU Online, Sir Archie's face lit up and he eagerly asked what server we played in. So I said I was from Bahr, and Pat from Titan. Hang on, I'm about to get to the juicy part. :3

Sir Archie mentioned (and his boss nods on) that he used to work for Mobius. Me being the "chismosa" that I unusually am (bawal kontra!), pushed on that he tell us his ex-GM name. He was hesitant at first, of course, saying we shouldn't be discussing stuff like that (and his boss simply laughs xD) but I was persistent. *evil laugh* He settled to telling us what position he used to hold.

Sir Archie: I... used to be the Community Manager and I was in-charge of the Forums.
Mei: ..!!!
Pat: *ponders on*
Boss: *still smiling*
Mei: Don't tell me you're ex-GM Legendary! O.O
Sir Archie: *laughs* (says stuff I don't remember, LOL)
Pat: *almost falls off his seat*

It was funny how I glimpsed Pat from the corner of my eye, it would seem like you pulled away the carpet that he was standing on! Then he blurted, "Sabi ko na eh, kilala ko po kayo! Nakita ko kayo sa party sa office ni Sir Clint!"

*grins widely*


-- Oh diba? I'm so good xD I just thought, this must be one heck of a coincidence. I mean, the only reason I agreed to go with Pat that day was because he volunteered to go with me, and I told Rakie that she can go ahead to Mall of Asia so I won't hassle her any further.

While Pat and I were on the bus to ManTrade, I remember him telling me about his MU days (though I forgot how we started talking about it x_x) and he reacted the same way when I told him that GM Iccaro is my brother. Peace~

When we were in AMDG conversing with Sir Archie, I can't help but feel that somewhere somehow, I made the right choice of going there with him. But of course I didn't know till that day that we had a link other than Audition. Gaaaah! It's hard to explain! ._. --


"Small world no?" Sir Archie said, and we shared smiles as they went on to talk about the famous Titan guilds.

Haha. Perfect timing too, as I was afraid I'd run out of things to talk about. Sir JC then sent me an SMS asking if we could wait for him as he was on his way to the office. Since Pat already took over the conversation, I had time to mull things over in my head and decide that we can wait for JC. And I'm glad that I did. xD

Malula ka!

Aside from the 10 new CBT kits Sir Archie gave me, Sir JC gave me 25 extra DVD installers, and that's not counting the 10 kits mailed to me via Air21 that got delayed for 3 DAYS! ~_~ They even gave me posters to distribute.

Kamusta naman ang pagdadala? xD

During that awesome conversation, Sir JC introduced us to ex-GM Sulisraine who is actually working there too! "You see, we love Mobius sooo much, everyone's left. Well, konti na lang pala natira," Sir Arch jokingly said. We were also invited to join them for their drinking session (duh, sa bar) the following night, but I had to decline. Everyone knows I can't do that. I.just.can't. (yet) ~_~

Soon after that, we said our thanks and bid each other farewell. We left the building to walk back to the MRT station a few minutes before 1PM.


Leg 3 - The LOOONG Journey to MoA *stares upward*

While we were passing through Megamall's Supermarket, Pat told me more about Sir Clint; he described the guy like he's a god or something close to that. "Hulog talaga ng Langit sa'kin si Sir," he says. And basing from the stuff he told me, it seems there's absolutely nothing bad you can say about him. Amazing, I just thought, to actually know a guy that generous. I'd understand if it's typical charity work, but to help online gamers? I mean, W-O-W. It was only then that I kinda understood why the forumers reacted that way with regards to issues thrown at their Guild Master. If I was one of them, I'd prolly do the same. xD

While we walked our way to the MRT station, he suddenly asked me, "Teka, asan nga ba tayo? ... Ay, Shaw diba?" I nod. "Patay, ang taas nito!" ...so much for my opinion. @_@

Then we came to...

THE STAIRS.

I didn't bother to count them, I might hurl! -_-!! But if I were to give an estimate I'd say it's about 4 stories high. Laughing at his stories made the climb even harder, as he was telling me about how they rolled down the same stairs just a few weeks ago.

"Si Khaine gumulong dito! Mga lasing kasi kami tapos nagtatawanan pa... o dito, titigil kami sasabihin 'teka teka tigil muna...' tapos magtatawanan lang ulit kami," he narrates, as we made the difficult climb. I swear my legs were about to give way. @_@

We did make it all the way up, with me breathing heavily but not sweating too much (Thank God T_T) as he checked if I was all right. Then I thought, what if I suddenly fell over these stairs all the way to the bottom? Meh, coma if not sure death. Kewl. xD He bought us our passes, rode the escalator down and stood behind the yellow line.

While waiting there, I remember he told me about pfXHI. I thought they were a bit close, but I didn't know he actually confessed to her about his feelings. It was pfMYX who told him that sis Len had a boyfriend of 5(?) years (that's JUM), which caused him to decide that he would lay off Len. Sis XHI got I dunno... irritated? *shrugs* Maybe she thought it wasn't the best solution...

"Muntik nang may mabuo sa'min nun," he said rather blankly.

... Why'd he tell me about that again? Who knows. ~_~;

When we did get on the MRT, I only remember that the cramped space inside had us stuck in a corner a tad bit too close. He held on to the bar facing me, while I was forced to face him because I might get carsick if I looked the other way.

Just as I feared, I sort of bumped into his arm when the car braked into the next station. (sorry x_x)

...A moment of awkward silence.

Then the lady sitting next to me got up and left the car.



You have no idea how relieved I was to take a seat. x_x

We got off at Taft station, the last stop on the South Line and made our way to the cab terminal destined for MoA.

~ English Lesson! ~

When you say "destined", I know the first thing that comes into mind is something related to Fate or Destiny. But in reality, this word can also pertain to getting to a destination, a place you need to go to. This is the case for the use of the word "destined" in the last sentence.

~ Lesson End ~

The strong winds blew my hair everywhere while on that cab, I realized a bit late that their ends hit Pat smack right on his face... not only once. So that's why he tried to fix my hair, 'coz he was getting hurt. T_T

I know how it must've felt. And I am soooo sorry about that. T_T


Leg 4 - MoA at last!

The pics are taking way too long! I'll edit this tomorrow.

Kitty's Day Out: The Mall of Asia Adventure, Part 1

Currently Playing: Jewelry - Love You

Silly ol' Winamp. *smiles*


Ooookaaay, where was I? Oh right, I was supposed to record everything I could remember about the EB last Thursday. But first, a recap of what the plan was. xD

July 16, 2007; Monday

I laid out the plans for Patrick (emoRained), like what time we would be where and what we're gonna be doing. The initial plan was to meet at Metropolis Alabang with Rakie, then take a bus from there to Manila. Meh, we trashed that. Aside from worrying about who I'll go with (Pat volunteered for the task after he saw me on YM, so desperate leh =_=), he told me about his suspension from work, which was supposedly a false accusation. Ang sarap kulamin nung nag-OJT na yun ah ^___^ so I worried about his expenses if ever we do go together. You can only do so much in 2 weeks without salary. ~_~;

mei: so san ung terminal nun?
emo: terminal papuntang?
mei: pwede tayu mag bus papunta mantrade then MRT pa taft tpos jeep na papunta moa <--- this
raven: mei
emo: ahhh, sa tapat ng united hehe
mei: yes lolo?
raven: anu english ng tigang
emo: waaaaa
Ame-chan: DRY xD
raven: LOL tigang dry :))
raven: tuyo nmn un =D
mei: takte may sugestion ba kayo?
emo: desperate? ^^
mei: HAHAHAHA
raven: desperate
raven: desperado amp
raven: hahaha
emo: mag bus tayu punta mantrade, dun sa united may nadaan na dun
mei: ahh, so pwedeng di na tayo dumaan ng metropolis
emo: uu d n tlga tayu dadaan

Just ignore them questions about "tigang". xD

After we finalized how we'll commute to MoA, I relayed the chatlog of our confe with Lolo Raven to Rakie. I thought all's well by then...

July 18, 2007; Wednesday

A day before the EB, I talked to Sir JC on YM, informing him that I haven't received the guild package that should contain 10 CBT kits for Batch 1.

mei: sir jc.. walang dumating na package..
mei: di ko tuloy alam kung may dapat ba akong abangan bukas
JC: waah :/
mei: any suggestions? x.x
JC: hold on. escalate ko
JC: waah di pa ko binabalikan.... nasa meeting pa pala :(
JC: i inform kita asap
JC: worst is, talagang out of our hands na.

... =|

Last Option: Someone should go there and get the DVD installers himself.

JC: hmm... kung merong makakadaan dito sa office
JC: abot na lang ung DVD installers
JC: nasa 8/F Octagon Centre Bldg, San Miguel Ave. Pasig City
JC: likod ng Megamall or San Miguel Building

We found no one for the task. T_T I was ready to press the "PANIC!" button but then...

mei: kasi.. sabi nya ihatid mo na lang ako sa sakayan diba?
mei: nung nabanggit mo un kagabi.. inalala ko na ung pamasahe natin, lalo ung sayo
mei: e diba babalik ka pa moa after mo ko ihatid.. tapos suspendido ka sa trabaho x.o
emo: aahahah sabe nmn sayu WAG MO KO ALALAHANIN
emo: yaan mo na ako magalala sayu wag na ikaw
emo: bsta maihatid kta sa lupain ng laguna kampante n ako nun
emo: wag mo na banggitin un biro ni lolo sakin heheh kaw talga
emo: as long na may pamasahe tayu pareho makakauwi tayu hehe..
emo: shhhh mmya ko halughugin pera ni kuya ^^v
emo: wahhahahahhahahah bwahahahhahahha!
mei: @___@
mei: kukurutin kita sa singit hmmft! @__@
emo: waaaaaaa
mei: eka.. afk sandali.. kukunin ko ung mini notebook ko't ililista ung for tomorrow.. baka sa sobrang alala ko may malimutan ako
emo: pde nmn sa tagiliran sa singit pa naman naman!
mei: kaw kasi eh! pasaway T^T

Hahaha. After all the worrying about time, expenses, excuses and whatnot, a little comic relief did the trick. He must've said "relax" 9 or 10 times before I did relax. =.="

I told mom about my excuse for tomorrow on why I have to leave home early. Got my bag ready, wrote my reminders on my notebook and slept. (Awake till 1AM. Sick in the stomach. Si emong 2AM nakatulog kakamuni-muni, lol)

July 19, 2007; THE BIG DAY

All right. This is it. *whew*

6.30AM - Woke up
8.00AM - left home (5-minute trip to Nat'l. Road)
8.55AM - arrived @ United San Pedro (10-minute wait for emong @ 7-11)
10.00AM - arrived @ ManTrade
10.10AM - rode MRT to Shaw Blvd.
10.30AM - arrived @ Shaw Station

TRIVIA: The ride from Mantrade to Shaw was only my second time on the MRT. *snort*

I was able to follow the schedule I conceptualized days ago, until I read Jesse's text message that he wants to meet up with us @ Megamall. Hahaha! And we did, on the way.

He said he recognized us from our loud laughter (rather, MY) and we just passed by him! When he did catch up and overtake us, we still didn't notice him. How come? o.O Honestly speaking, I really don't remember seeing him before I did under the overpass. lol.

Leg 1 - Frolic @ Mega

We entered Megamall and decided to walk around awhile. Jesse suggested that we go to Timezone to play a bit (which made me doubt if he really did have an exam @ 11 xD sabi nya 12NN na daw! x.o). While on our way there though...

Nasa EGG na tayo? O.O!

Meh, bundle of laughs. xD so after getting that pic taken (thanks Jesse!) you would never believe this. Tumaya ako sa Lotto. HAHAHA! I also had Jesse's bet paid using his wonderful 10 1-Peso coins before I paid for mine. Big mistake. The cashier gave me his coins as my change. Ang bigat nun ha! It took me 3 minutes to finally set the coins down in my skirt pocket. I will remember NOT to take any money from Jesse. =_= We finally walked the rest of the way to Timezone after that.

I dunno what that game was called, but I was sure Jesse just hit his Powercard into the puck slot and it got stuck somewhere in there. Who won? I dunno, I think it was a tie between us. xD While Jesse looked for his other Powercard in his wallet (adik amp) Emong hacked away on Tekken 5 with Devil Jin.


*looks on innocently*

...He lost, eh. Distracted? xD He didn't continue the game and instead, we walked over to Jesse on the Dance Maniax machine.

That's when he started carrying my bag for me. ~_~"


(Mei remembers: He got annoyed @ Cess because she asked him out of nowhere to carry her bag for her during Dom1nation. LOL. I didn't ask him to carry my bag, ha. He just did. o.O)


At exactly 11.20AM, we left Timezone to head for the AMDG Office. When we got in the taxi and we stared out the window looking for the building, that's when it hit us. What JC said was true!

JC: Sa likod mismo ng megamall/shangri-la
mei: walking distance from megamall?
JC: yep
JC: you'll see naman agad Octagon paglabas mo sa megamall/shangri-la side
JC: white tall building na may "Octagon" shape symbol sa taas ng building

*hears comedy punchline sound effects* =_=;


Too late. The taxi got us there and I raced emong to my wallet and paid 40 bucks to get us to the OTHER street. =.="

Leg 2 - Reunion @ AMDG Office

We arrived @ Octagon Building at exactly 11.30AM. I left my PnC school ID @ the guard (ignoring the fact that people stared at me, maybe even thinking I was cosplaying?) and took the elevator up to the 8th floor where JC's office should be. I held the doorknob with my left hand, turned it, and nothing happened.

We looked at each other with puzzled looks on our faces. He noted that the door could possibly be an automated one. Weh? What did I know about doors?! =_= *Mei = doorknob!*

Haha. Wtf. Mom's yelling for me to get off the PC. I'll continue the adventure on Part 2. Hopefully tomorrow? xD

~*~*~

On a sidenote, waaa! Ate Rich passed by teh blog! Hi Ate Rich! Missed you~ :D

I took the blog quiz she had in one of her posts. LOL. I'm not surprised with the result. :3

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself. You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

Tears of Blood

Currently Playing: Jewelry - Again

Is it worth risking everything for one last chance?

2 nights ago a disaster hit the Pussyfierz Club because for the first time in months, I decided to go ahead with my plan of quitting the club. (haha. as if.)


Reason? I got fed up of all the sh*t they manage to come up with and because they ruined someone's life.

They ruined my friend's life.

One of the few people I consider my CLOSEST friends.

I was crushed.


Part I - I wanna be all right...


That night, Bryan (pussyfierAHU) released a blind item about a member who is iba ibang tao ang kinakasama araw araw (suggesting "playing the field"). I knew the person he was pertaining to, and I know her better than Bryan ever will.

He accused Nish (pussyfierEYA) of being a player just because he saw her being all sweet with pussyfierJEA one day, and being all sweet with JustJoe of Exoduz on the next.

Then add the fact that Marvin (pussyfierLYT) just broke up with her a few days ago.

Terribly wrong at first glance right?


Now if you find out that JEA is nothing more than a friend and that she refused to let him court her because she was still in grieving...

And that JustJoe has been her friend even before she joined the Pussyfierz...

Who is put in the Truth Chair?


I asked him that night,

"What the hell have you been doing? What's all this ruckus on the GMs? Didn't you understand what I meant by NO FIGHT BROADCASTS ON GMS?"

And he answered this.

"Di mo kasi alam yung nakita ko on game kanina eh. Di ko na share sa inyo kasi nasabi nyo naman yung gusto nyong sabihin without getting my side."

~ Kung hindi "pinangungunahan" ang tawag dun, aba'y ewan ko na sa inyo.


Part II - NEVER SAY GOODBYE...


I had Jesse send a GM on my behalf, led by a crisp "POTANGNA NYONG LAHAT!", and scolding each and every one of them retards for once again, fighting on Group Messages. What part of "WAG MAG-AWAY SA GM" did they not understand? Even a Grade 1 student would probably get it, and keep mum about whatever it is he has to say. Especially when he's been scolded for the same reason over and over again. But no, this isn't the case for these people. If you ever lack persistence, you can say these people have it all.

By now everyone knows that the main reason I quit the club is AHU. Because he does not know when to stop.

And if ever you're reading this now, you wanna know what I think of you? Isa't kalahating bobo. You can say you're a dimwit. You're probably gay for wanting to turn the tables against Nish.


After my announcement, a funny thing happened. A number of people reacted, asking exactly what happened. Because they know I would not make such decisions without thinking clearly.

And they're right.


But why did they have to wait for things to get this bad for them to come out and say something?

Simple.

Because they denied the fact that the trouble is right under their noses.
They refused to recognize its existence.
They waited all this time to wake up and see it with their own eyes.
They didn't want to do anything about it.
Because they didn't want to get involved in it.
Especially when they know they can't handle it.

This is precisely the reason why I strived, even on my own, to hold on to this club. Because I thought that if I won't act, no one else will.

And I was right.

Even PussyfierANN knows that.


Some people begged me to stay. Even after I quit, they implored for me to go back.

"You never know the value of something until it's lost."

Yesterday while I was at school, being the ordinary student I am, I carried my paper bag with my notebook and mineral water in it (I'm still under medication for my UTI), as people stared at the bag because it was one of them goodie bags I got during Dom1nation. :) Aside from that, I know from the pit of my stomach that I felt sick; physically, psychologically and emotionally.

While I watched my friends grieve over the fact that I left them, some of my personal friends congratulated me for waking up to the truth... that I'm better off quitting the club for my own sake. The stress I receive from doing my duties in the club is originally not meant for just one person... We still have more than 50 ACTIVE members. Here is what I told Truze.

They never had a real presence in the club.

You see what I said? "They're there, BUT they don't show the members that they ARE there. I am all they see doing anything. The members know it."

The stress was killing me, therefore quitting was the way to go...

..?


Part III - Come on in my life...


After all has been said and done, I ended up sitting in a corner, mulling over everything that happened in my head.


I cried to Ann, I cried to Adrian (pussyfierWIL), I cried to Arlie (Evespring), and just now I cried to Truze and Rakie (pussyfierKIX). Goodness. It took this long for me to recover and required how many people? *scratch head*

I actually still look as haggard as ever.

Although Ann took me back in the club after my drama episode last night, I still feel the pain because EYA's problem isn't over.

My worry about it.. is whether I stay or go, the problems and issues will never stop.
Because no matter how hard I try to fix people when they fall, one way or another an issue springs up and the devils will once again march.

Take Bryan for example... he really pissed the hell out of me by what he did to Eya.

And this is what a friend told me last night:

***: he is a kid y'know ^^;
MEI: and it hurt me so much because eya suffered
MEI: it's easier to take if physical
***: tsaka ive told you na si ahu has an attitude that i dun like^^;
MEI: pero emotional and mental are two different and more complicated things
***: yes they are x_x
MEI: ang sa akin lang.. ako na tirahin nyo wag lang mga kaibigan ko
MEI: because people that i treat as my true friends mean the world to me
***: you and me both
MEI: i will fight for them to the death
***: i HATE it when people diss my friends.
MEI: it's a concept ahu failed to grasp
***: haaay ganyan talaga mga bata
***: ^^;
MEI: and he even had the balls to say (text) straight to my face na "di mo kasi alam ung nakita ko kanina ingame eh. di ko na share senyo kasi nasabi nyo na gusto nyong sabihin without getting my side."
***: (hmm.. i am still a kid tho.)
MEI: at least you act and think mature compared to ahu
***: meh
***: i just have low self-esteem

Well, it takes a disaster for people to realize what's been going on under them while they weren't watching. I just hope they learn from this experience and do what is needed to prevent it from happening again.


...But that's fine, at least I have this to get me to smile from time to time. :3

I finally opened the package after a week? :3

It will all pass... But unfortunately, MEI will never go back to what she used to be.



I am learning to be more outspoken and stone-hearted, all thanks to you guys.

My 3 days worth of news -- A Pathetic Excuse. x_o

Currently Playing: My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

Goodness. Am I bitter? No No No! Hahahah xDD (@____@)


Part 1: Boyfriends & Marriage
A few days ago (I'm imagining it's either Monday or Tuesday) my friends and clubmates seemed to collaborate and talk to me about the same topic. They want me to have a boyfriend. F*ck! @.@

So there was my dada LOU saying "sayang ka anak, dapat may boyfriend ka na ngayon xD" and I never got my answer when I was asking WHY he said that.

Then there was my son DAR saying "mami you want ihanap kita ng boyfriend?" so I was like, "talaga anak, ihahanap mo si momi ng bf?", so he said "yung kuya ko na lang mababantayan ko yun".... @_@" I don't think I'm ready for blind dates. x_o

I remember ASI asking me out to watch Pirates of the Carribean, DC1 saying he'll treat me out one of these days, and DEP saying I was a miserable, loveless girl. Arrr. Off-topic but still worth noting... Pag-uuntugin ko kayong dalawa someday, ASI and DEP. T_T

SIS Romi dearest, you promised that ha. Wag mo din sana kalimutan yung mga utang mong FM. 8k ha, 100~120. (nyahahaha~! ^____^)

As if that wasn't enough, lolo ravenadik sent me a message that same day, and I told him I was rather frustrated by how my friends were acting. Turns out talking to him didn't help. Worse, he asked if I have chosen yet. T_T On another day I told him how annoyed I am that my resources weren't enough to buy me my new indef set in Audi (total: 804 EP T_T), and he said this: "haha kasi mag-asawa ka na, ehem haha" O_O

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?! @____@

I'm too young to die T_T este, get married x_o I haven't even finished my studies yet wah! Lolo, I know I gave you a decent enough answer when you asked if you still had a chance with me, but that doesn't mean... Errr, it doesn't imply that I'm okay with the idea of the M word. T_T

At the end of the day, at least my momi SAI said something good, and it is by far the most sensible thing I heard that day...

"Just choose wisely anak, sundin mo ang puso mo ^.^"

Thanks momi... *hug*

And aside from that, bezzy told me if he won the E-games-Smart Promo and he gets the Grand Prize of 100,000 E-points, he'll buy me that set I want.

It's always the thought that counts. Tq bez, mwah! :3


Speaking of which, just yesterday my pinsang tugeng EYA told me these two things, and they have stuck. @_@

• "Bakit kasi pinili mo yung tuta kesa sa bf wahahaha"
• "Bakit kasi di mo na lang gawing bf mo yung tuta!? XD"

Hahanap ka na nga lang ng boyfriend, yung bestfriend ko pa pipiliin mo. Grrrawr~! Hihirit pa eh! X3


Part 2: P4's 100 days
Late last night, I greeted Arlie, Neil and James because today (May 26, 2007) is our 100th day together... well, almost. Neil is almost always on SMS @ YM, and Arlie is busy with studies now. Pretty soon I'll follow suit, and hopefully my puppy does the same.

It's been 100 days since this picture was taken.

[February 16, 2007]

Pasaway4...

There's a part of me that wishes we could go back to how we once were, but there's also a part of me that says things are better now than they were before.

Just keep in touch minna-san. ^x^

And it's Street Beat Crew's big day today. DRE posted (more like spammed x_o) Friendster bulletins, asking support for their group. I think they're joining a competition today.

Jy guys~ :D


Part 3: The Over(?)protective sister
2 nights ago (May 24, 2007) I received word that XYN and ANN actually hooked up. I was shocked... no, devastated by the news. x_o Right then and there I sent Kix a message saying I'm feeling faint, and that I am going to quit PF before I start any major fights in the club.

Earlier today at around 2AM Ann messaged me. This is how our conversation went.

ann: mei anong ginawa ko sau bat anxama mu +,+

mei: ano ginawa ko sau >_> (la unli)

ann: ixipin mo

mei: be specific, anu un?

ann: nvm ü hay para xyn to nhhrapan xa kami kxe ayaw nyu xken para xknya +,+ whew

mei: ah alam mo na pala. naging witness lng nmn ako sa mga nangyari in the past. simply put ayokong maranasan un ni xyn. kanino mo nlaman?

ann: mdaming may ayaw c ate mei magqquit dpt dhl tau. pls mhalaga kpatid q. kya ngddalawang icp aq-magqquit pa

She forwarded a message XYN sent her about me quitting the club because of.. them. x_o I talked to XYN about it.. He explained that he was getting annoyed because she was texting him until 2AM and he was tired from his workshop. Imagine having a girlfriend like that. =_=

ann: mhal ko c xyn inwan q lhat pra xknya +,+ u cnt juxt xay n mxma aq dhl lng xa gnwa ko tao dn ako ngmmahal +,+ wag mu n xa pglan mei ngmmkaawa aku +,+ mmatay nko xa xakit gxto ko xumbog +,+ mawa ka :c minxan lng ako mgmhal wg mu nmn aq xaktan +,+

Momi SAI's words still ring in my ears (kahit txt lng sya coz i read them aloud)... she said "basta nya na nga lang iniwan si ahm e!" Take note may exclamation point talaga yun.

mei: haha =.= ask kiko, i nvr drectly sed u wer BAD. at d lng aq ang pumigil s knya. u think by talkin 2 me ok na kau? look around u ann. d lng aq ang ngsbi n2

ann: alam q lhat kau mxama tingin xakin xbgay @.@ pero 2 lng mhal ko xa mhal ko +,+ kng iiwan nya ko pra xa inyo wla ko mggwa xbgay xanay nkoü
ann: brainwaxh nyu xa my god alam nyang mhal ko xa pro npalitan un ng xulxol nyo :c whew grbe anung lban ku bkt xa pa waa pagod nko +,+

It's a good thing she knows(?) what I think but it's a bad thing that she makes me, KIX and SAI look like we're the ones at fault. We just want no harm to come to our friend XYN. And knowing ANN like we do, there's no telling just how much damage she can do.

mei: mhirap pniwalaan kht galing pa sau. lam m un ?_? nuf said. kinausap q c kiko dti pro d aq ang ngpayo. dhil nnhimik aq at cnbi q lng n mwwla nlng aq. anong sulsol q dun? ang tanging usap n gnwa nmin is nung pnipilit nyang quit n rn xa pg quit aq. so go ahead, blame me 4 dt if it mkes u fil beter

ann: no d kta xinxixi ü mhal nya ko np2nyan ku un xguro nga d lng tlga kmi pero ggwin ko lht kya lng max nkuha nyo n xa ayox lng he'x xafe wd u guyx ü

mei: prangkhin n kta. bdshot k n sken s mga gm m p lng, kitang kita pgkaflirt m, and kng d m p alam kpatid q dn c ahm. and i tke my family hir seriously. by doin watevr i did i tried to protct my youngr brothr. kng nsaktan mo xa ngaun, wla un cmpard s pain pg ngbreak na at wla ng balikan. same w/ u.

ann: haha flirt @.@ wahaha ü dmu nga ko kilala hunuhuxgahan mu ung nbbxa mu lng bka palinixan tau max malinix pako xau mhal ko c xyn at kng mxaxaktan man xa d un dhl xakin dhl un xa mga taong ayaw umamin ü

mei: kng may gs2 ka pa2nayan n maling pgkkakilala nmin sau, u wil hv 2 work for it. kng ayaw m, ok lng dn..d q kwalan. i recomend u talk to kix & sai.

This is a post edit. As of 7PM tonight ANN has erased our numbers from her phonebook. That's me (MEI), KIX, SAI and XYN. What a joke. And after she denied being a flirt, she said THIS to KIX: "Kala ko kaibigan ka :) ayoko na hayaan moko mg move on kht flirt ako marunong ako magmahal ng kaibigan tq" So.... LOL?

ann: ok ate mei alam ko mhal nyu lng xla xbgay my point kau madami nko nxktan +,+ ya pg hhrapan ko para lng d xa mwala i xwear to u ate sai kix ate mei dko xaxktan c xyn +_+ xna bgyan nyu dn ako ng chance n mp2nyan un xainyo +,+ im xori kung ngng mxama ako

gm para xainyong apat +,+ gud day

mei: anung knalaman ng palinisan d2? kelan aq ngmalinis sau? o.O oo d nga kta lubusang kilala, ano b s plgay m reason bkt p q nkkpag usap sau ngaun? isip2 ann.. im being honest w/ u. privilege mo un. d k b sanay n tinatapat ka? haay. =.= tingnan nlng ntin in d nxt few days. bhla na..

ann: no ur xaying im a flirt no im not funny prxon lng aq gxto ko mgptwa ng mgptwa un lng im not xaying n madumi ofcorx not gxto ko lng lnawin +,+

mei: ok, if u say so. nlinaw m n. & mlinaw n dn cguro sau wat kind of imprexn u mke? add m p dun ang npkpatok n topic n pgpplit ng bf like u change clothes. may rough idea k n cgro by now x_o ..d lht ng tao preho mg icp kc kng gnun wla n sna ng-aaway. slip n q..

ann: un ang way ko pra tkpan ung pain ü ok sliptyt tq n dn ü

Later in the morning I messaged momi SAI and forwarded these messages to her. And after telling them both (SAI & XYN) about ANN asking EYA if KIX felt something for XYN, I think that's when he blew a fuse and broke up with her.

Ann... di ka talaga mapagsabihan. Here is what I can conclude about it, and I quote my YM archive (this is after she erased our numbers from her phonebook):

I understand, if thats what you want. Diba ganyan ka gumamot ng sugat sa puso? Then go ahead. Ang sakin lang, nasabi ko na sayo kung anong meron sa isip ko. Nasa sayo na kung magpapatuloy ka sa ginagawa mo. Buhay mo rin naman ang kinokontrol mo diba? Hekhek.

Change "kinokontrol" to sinisira. ^x^ Here's WIL quoting me.

pussyfierWIL: pussyfierMEI: si eya din mismo sinabi saken 2 days ago, si ann di talaga mapagsabihan
pussyfierWIL: SO TRUE

Haha. And here's my final diagnosis on the whole thing. XD

Sa laki nyang yun she should know what's right, she's just in DENIAL.

Now, there is a world of difference between being misguided and being IN DENIAL.

Pag misguided ang tao, may certain amount of effort lang na required para maituwid ang mga paniniwala nya.

Kung in denial sya, kahit anong klaseng pangaral ang gawin mo dyan, magpakabrutal ka, magpakamartyr ka, manermon ka murahin mo sya, gagawin at gagawin nya pa rin kung ano ang gusto nya.

ANN is IN DENIAL ~_~

She needs psychological help. Nuff said.

And before I forget, CDSLHAI Elections tomorrow! Vote Straight CEPAG Party!! Hahahaha~!! xDD

PMJ, thanks for calling me last night. Got my mind off things for an hour at least. x_o

What went wrong?

May 19, 2007 was supposed to mark a grand event for both Club Exoduz and the Pussyfierz Club. But something went wrong along the way.

I'm posting this just to remind me how I felt last night, which can be described in two words: Royally Pissed.

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): Hays.

Xyn: Batet po?
Wil: Damn I miss YM.

Mei (to Xyn): Di mo ba alam kung anong nangyari sa EB?
Mei (to Wil): I want to die =.=

Xyn: Change venue daw. Ano bang nangyari? +,+
Wil: Doushita?

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): EB f*cked up. May tao na sa JP resort pagdating nila. I DON'T KNOW PANO NAGKAGANUN. Amf*tah

Xyn: Waah +,+ bat ganun? Di ba sila nagbayad?

Mei (to Xyn): Kaya nga naningil a week before para may pang-downpayment e. Nabuo naman daw yung 4K na bayad kaya DI KO MAINTINDIHAN BAKIT NAGKAGANITO.

I only found out today from pussyfierVOX that it was the resort staff's fault they had to change the venue.

Mukhang pera amf*tah~

LET THIS SERVE AS A WARNING TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO READS MY BLOG POST. Malas nyo na lang pag may nagbayad nang mas malaki sa offer nyo, dahil mukhang pera ang management ng resort na ito.

Walang kwentang magpa-reserve 2 weeks before your outing, dahil pag naoffer-an sila ng mas malaking halaga, sorry na lang kayo.

And don't dare snap at me and say "Business is business" because the reservation you make is PART OF THEIR BUSINESS CONTRACT. This is very unbecoming behavior for a supposedly well-known resort. Nasasayang ang ganda ng place nila, bulok kasi ang staff. Ayiiii~

Remember the name. JP Resort, Pansol, Laguna. Gusto nyo ng map? Heto:
For more inquiries, call (049) 873-1426, look for Marivick or Maricor, tapos tanungin nyo kung anong nangyari sa May 19, 2007 Overnight Swimming reservation ni Ms. KC Gonzales. I-remind nyong inabot sila ng 9PM sa labas ng nasabing resort kakahintay. ~_~

Let's get back to my rant.


Continuation:

Mei (to Wil & Xyn): Grr! Nasa ibang resort na sila, past 10 na sila nakarating dun. Di pa sila kumain. Badtrip talaga tang!na

Wil: Man. Major bummer. Disappointing but, wala tayo magagawa. Take it easy Mei. Breathe.

Mei: I'm breathing. Naligo pa nga ako e. Pagkatapos nun and I read na di pa sila kumakain, uminit ulit ulo ko e. 'Twas supposed to be just a shower but I wet my hair anyway, pagkabasa ko nun, yung tubig na bumaba sa body ko ang init. Grabe talaga tong araw na to. @#?&+$~!

Wil: Whoa. @_@ calm down MEI. It's okay, you can talk to me about anything. Let it out of your system.*

Mei: Hays. Andaming nagpainit ng ulo ko ngayon.. First of course dahil di ako kasama, tapos almost non-stop assist pa rin ako sa nag-EB.. Nung nabalitaan kong may prob sa resort and I asked for details, wala ni isa sa mga organizers ang nakasagot saken, di naman lahat sila busy.. It happened again and again, me asking, no one answering. Nakaka-frustrate kaya maghintay ng sagot. Tapos past 9, past 10 di pa sila kumakain, pero yung grupo ni Raven nakakain na? Ampucha! Pano yung iba? Nagtiis hanggang makarating ng resort! Tapos tong si ASI anlakas ng loob sabihing disappointed at di na mag-eenjoy dahil di naman pala ako kasama, wtf? Ano yun, his existence depends on me or sumfin? Ansarap pagmumurahin ng mga tao ngayon.. Kala nila sila lang ang aburido. Pano akong nag-coordinator, isa ako sa mga napahiya no! F*ckfest talaga!

Wil: First, dapat sabay sabay kumain. (Oh sh*t nakita ko si bi.rain, damn I miss my hair) Second, who searched for the new resort? Third, ASI said that maybe coz he feels you're the one to keep him company. Or he doesn't "feel" anyone else. Or, he? Or she? Likes you. Gomen, no idea who ASI is..

Mei: NagGM si Raven saying nakakabanas ang gabing to. I replied "..." he never reacted. Second, di ko alam who exactly went looking for another resort. DI NILA AKO SINAGOT NUNG NAGTANONG AKO. Third, ASI is a guy. And kasama nya si BOS, tropa nya, and ZIA, a friend applying for PF.

Wil: Bakit di ka nila kinakausap? Oh, never mind ASI then. LOL

Mei: I DON'T F*CKIN KNOW! Badtrip you ask them questions and they don't answer you AT ALL!

Wil: Easy Mei. =] waratte. =D

Mei: I felt stupid, like they're treating me like a kid and the stuff I ask like it's taboo, may karapatan naman ako malaman ang nangyari dahil isa ako sa nag-help mag-organize!

Wil: Mei, you're scaring me. +.+ I insist you sleep right now.. Or scream, or throw a tantrum. Anything to cool you down..

Mei: I want to throw a tantrum at Raven for making me feel stupid but he won't react. I want to scream but can't, my parents WILL hear me. F*ck.. Grr! Sorry WIL, you had to read these stuff from me. Sabi mo kasi ilabas ko eh, so I did. I didn't mean to scare you.. =.="

Wil: AHAHAHA. Geez, no need for that. It's okay. I'm doing my best to help you. I'm sorry it's not working out..swt Go to sleep Mei. Ang puso mo remember.. +.+

Mei: Yeah.. Thanks for reminding. Pinakirot mo weh, nalimutan ko na nga eh, wala na sa isip ko to kanina dahil nag-aalala ako sa mga kasama nating nalipasan ng gutom.. Andami na-disappoint I'm sure.. I'll go tell Raven sleep na ko.. Baka naman di pa rin mag-react.. Pif. My heart says thank you for the concern. Nanikip sya bigla. *sweatdrop* Nyt nyt.ü

* differs from the original message, I deleted it on instinct -_-

I would've done just fine even after people seemed to keep me from knowing what was going on, but what ASI shot at me was the last straw.

We, more specifically I, am NOT obligated to attend the EB.

It is not MY fault if I wasn't given permission to go.

Lastly, you DO NOT have the right to say you are disappointed just because I wasn't there and that you won't enjoy the night anymore. We're not even that close yet.

Keep it in mind na HINDI LANG KAYO ANG NAABALA. Isipin nyo na lang, isa ako sa kahit paano ay nahihiya sa kinalabasan ng ilang linggong pagpaplano. Sa tinagal tagal naming nagtulong tulong para sa EB na to, hindi ko inasahan ang mga sumunod na pangyayari.

I hope they remember me and that I am STILL waiting for an explanation.

P.S.
Someone claiming to be pussyfierJEN's cousin sent a group message yesterday, saying she passed away. I keep thinking this is another hoax.

... or is it real?

No one knows. Yet.

What a f*cked up day it was.


Here ends my rant. Thank you and f*ck off.